Here I was again. Dragging myself out of bed because its a monday morning. ugh why do we even have to go to school? Can't we just learn at home or something? Life would be so much easier. Although I do like school because I get to see my friends but sometimes, seeing them can be a bad thing.
Im not exactly the poularist girl in my year but sometimes its a good thing because you dont get all the rumors and drama that comes with being popular.
But I do hang around with the popular girls, yeah they're my friends and half the time they're okay but they can really piss me off.
They can act so big headed and they act like they own the place. But no, I wont tell them that because im Lily. I dont get into agruements, im quiet and I wont say shit to no one.
Sometimes I wish I never become friends with them. My life would have been way easier. I think they would maybe like be a bit more if I was louder and had a boyfriend. Ah see, that's the problem. My nickname is Princess Of Single and I think you can guess why, I've never had a boyfriend.
Yep, im 15 and I've never had a boyfriend and I also dont think anyone's ever had a crush on me. I've had a few crushes over the high school years but ive never had the guts to tell them. I was afraid that if I told them that I liked them they would tell the whole school and I would be a laughing stock to the whole of my year.
But yet again I fell for another popular boy and yet again im too scared to tell him. I've like Jesse for about a year and a half now and I've seen it all. I've watched him fall out with people and shit, but the worst thing that hurt the most? Seeing him with about 3 different girlfriends.
Now hes dating Claire, the sluttiest of them all. Wonder why I call her a slut? She lost her virginity at 13. I dont even think sluts the right word for her.
Claire joined my school in the 10th year and instantly liked Jesse, but the worst thing was she started hanging around with my group of friends.
So now I was pretending to be friends with and hanging around with a girl that dates my crush, easy right? Wrong. She's always with him, and when I say always I mean literately whenever you see her, shes with him.
Literately there kissing, hugging and doing other shit right in front of me. It hurts. I mean sure they dont know I like Jesse, but I can assure you if they did, Claire would hate me. Thats why I dont even consider telling Jesse I liked him. It would cause way too much drama for my liking.
I quickly walked over to my wardrobe and grabbed my shitty new uniform. A shiny black blazer, a white shirt and a black pencil skirt.
Since im not the most confident girl, I always wear a pair of skin colored tights underneath. And for the skirts? Oh yeah you can guess what all the sluts do with them. Yep. They pull them right up so they're just below their ass, and they dont even wear tights. Sometimes I debate if they even wear knickers.
Anyway after slipping into my school uniform I brushed my teeth and applied my makeup, a thin layer of foundation and a bit of mascara. Then I straightened my hair, grabbed my school bag from my bed and I was good to go.
I ran downstairs and entered the living room and as usual mum was sat there on the shiny black leather sofa reading one of her gossip magazines waiting to take me to school.
''Morning mum'' I said whilst walking over to the shoe rack, grabbing my pumps and slipping them on.
''Morning sweetie'' My mum replied without even taking her eyes of the magazine she was reading. ''All set to go?'' She asked whilst looking at me, standing up and placing the magazine on the coffee table.
''Yep, here we go again'' I mumbled whilst opening the door to the hallway and walking towards the front door.
''Bye dad!'' I shouted upstairs to my dad who was probably drinking his coffee and watching the morning news.
''Have a nice day Lily!'' My dad shouted back and with that, I opened the front door and stepped out into the autumn breeze.
''Get in the car Lily, ill be there in a minute I just need to lock the front door'' My mum shouted whilst pressing the button on her keys to unlock the car door for me.
''Okay mum!'' I shouted back. I jumped into the passenger seat of the car, fastened my seat belt and put the radio on and tuned it into to capital FM my favorite radio station.
A minute later my mum hopped into the car and started up the engine. A few seconds later my mum took of the handbrake, reversed out of the drive way and before I knew it we was on the way to school.
I sat looking out of the window in complete silence in my own little world while my mum had her eyes glued on the road. I couldn't be bothered to even get up this morning let alone have a big chat with my mum about things that I dont even care about.
I picked up my glossy black Paul's Boutique bag, which I got last Christmas, and unzipped it. I searched it until my hand found a piece of paper that was my schedule.
First lesson of the day, History with Miss Bennett. Oh how fun today is going to be.
