Welcome To My Nightmare Called Life

Today is the day I finally start my new life. I had a new family, home, school and friends. Was I really expected to forget about my life in California? Yes, I lived a horrible life in California and I could probably even win an award for having the worst life ever. Aside from all the bruises for saying something wrong, slaps from accidentally messing up and kicks for not getting everything right, I missed my old home. Somebody could probably say I was an idiot for saying that, but I do miss it. That's the place I learned all my discipline, where I grew up all my life, where I learned to walk, read, talk and write and where I learned my manners. It was harsh, I will admit, but how can I leave my whole childhood behind and act like it never happened? My foster parents want me to have a fresh start though so I'm going to try. I thought it was going to be easier than this but it's not. I thought this was going to be a new beginning, but then things started heading down hill for me. Everybody seems so strange. I don't know how to describe it but they all seem to well.. have a dark personality behind their eyes and some even their smiles.