Part 2: Discovering Shannon

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I was in my room and it was around 11:30. I was watching the walking dead since I got home from school and saw my parents fighting. I turned off the TV and I went on youtube, since it always cheers me up. I typed Onision in the search bar, because he is my favorite youtuber, and hes just awesome in general, ya know? I watched a few of his videos, just clicking on the ones on the side. I saw a video that was not onision, but some girl named Shannon. I clicked on it. It was called "my grandma ruined my birthday?" I started watching the video and wow, shes really pretty! I like her:)

After a few more videos, I clicked on one more. It was called "my sexuality". A 30 second ad came up, so I started questioning myself. To be honest, I haven't really figured it out yet. I had always thought that I was straight, but lately I had been thinking that girls were attractive, and I was sort of freaking myself out. I mean, sometimes I like boys, and sometimes I like girls(lately). What sexuality am I?, I thought. The video started playing, and I was listening very intently to what she had to say. She was saying that she doesn't have a label. She likes the personality, like I do. Then she said the same thing I said, "some weeks I just like boys, and some weeks I just like girls. they alternate".  "wow" said as I finished the video. I cant believe that I like both genders.

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It's currently 2:15 am, and my parents and brother were sleeping. I was planning on leaving tonight. I was through with my shit life. Every day my parents would fight. They're just literal nutjobs. I booked one bus ticket to go to Orlando. It's not out of the state, but it's still far away, which is what I wanted. I put the last pair of shoes, my black doc martens, in my suitcase. I didn't put everything in their, just some clothes that would last me. I was going to stop at the bank and get some of my money also, because I'm definitely going to need it. I grabbed my suitcases and walked downstairs very softly-well as softly as you could walk with two suitcases. I typed in the password to the security system so that it didn't go off when I left. I mentally prepared myself for what I was doing, then left. I walked to the bus station that was only a few blocks away from my house. Normally they don't do this, but there was no-body else on here, so I asked them if they could take me to the bank first. The nice looking older lady said sure, so I sat down.

We arrived at the bank, and I walked in. I took out all of my money, $3,000, which I WAS saving up for college, but we all know I wouldn't be able to get into one, because I'm not the smartest person. I got back on the bus and put my headphones in, drifting off to sleep.

 I was woken up by the lady, and the sun was rising already. I said thank you and got off of the bus. I walked inside of the hotel. It has a white and cream theme I'm guessing, because there is ALOT of white in here. It was very pretty, but I wish there were darker colors-ALRIGHT. I'm done with my rant on the hotel.

I checked in then headed straight to my room. My parents were probably worried~or maybe not. 'Harley stop it. they don't care', I kept saying to myself as I was in the elevator. I got to floor 8, and walked straight to room 2408. I walked in and was immediately happy with my choice. It was a 4 room apartment. A kitchen, a living room, a bedroom, and a bathroom. It was painted a pretty dark red color, and it had one wall that was just windows. There was also a HUGE TV! Yessss! I was thinking about going to Universal Studios tomorrow, because I never had enough money to go with my family as a child. I walked into the bedroom and literally jumped into the bed, turning on the television. I went into my suitcase and grabbed my Breathe Carolina t-shirt and plaid pajama pants, and changed into them. American Horror Story had a marathon starting in 5 minutes, so I put it on. I picked up the phone and ordered room service. Macaroni and cheese for lunch, and an ice cream sundae for dessert:) within 5 minutes my food was here, just in time for AHS! 

I watched American horror story until 8 o'clock, then went to sleep because I'm tired as fuck, and I have absolutely no idea why.

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