Falling In Love With The Werewolf

Chapter eleven

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Chapter 11

            I woke up the next morning it was Saturday oh glory a whole day with him. I look at him sleeping right next to me. P.Diddy may wake up feeling like a king but I'm waking up feeling like a whole new person. I put back on my shirt and tuck under his arms and kiss his lips. He groaned to wake up "wake up my love" I whispered. "I'm awake" he whispered back.

            He opened his eyes to me. "What would I do if I lost you?" I ask him "Shhh don't ever speak like that" he said softly. "You will never lose me" he said 'you fucking liar!' his thoughts said. 'Your death is drawing closer and you lie' he added. "And you'll never lose me" I said I kiss his forehead and got up I notice one of scares on his arm. No doubt a vampire did it. "Have you ever thought about death?" he asked me "before you...always...now...never" I said.

            It was so beautiful; just perfect. We spent the whole day out talk about everything. What my mother was like what stories my Aunt told me; mostly what he wanted in a mom. "I always wanted her to be nature-like always connected to nature...loving, caring and beautiful I think she was beautiful my mom" he said. I smiled "do you think our moms are talking in heaven right now?" I said "I don't believe in heaven Jessica" said Connor.

            "Don't say that" I whispered holding his hand. I lay in the grass next to him. "It took my mother Jessica" he growled "please Connor don't say that!" I pulled his face towards me. "Where would you go if I ever lost you?" I ask him "my sprit will be with you" he said. I kiss him gently then hard "don't ever leave me!!" I cried.

            I saw a tear rolling down his eye either in anger or in pain. "You’re hiding something from me" I said. "No" he growled "I don’t wish to speak of it" he added. "You ARE hiding something form me" I whispered. Connor kept cool of his breathing "being a werewolf isn't all fun and games we are always at war with vampires many die and many suffer painful injuries" said Connor. My stomach turned to knots this is probably why he asked me about death. "You won’t die right? You can't...I’m in love with you" I said hysterically.

            Tears ran down my face "if you die I'm coming with you" I said. "NO! Don’t you ever say that! Move on find someone else who will take care of you!" cried Connor with more tears in his eyes. "No cries Connor!" I cried holding him. "I'm sorry for making you cry but you must know the truth" he held me close. "I will live always for you" he said "Just promise me one thing if I ever do die.....be happy....live...keep pushing forward find somebody else I’m gone that’s it no use waiting around for me." I nodded my head in agreement.

            "Keep up in school, obey your aunt no matter what we can't change what relationship we had." I put my head down in sorrows he held me closer to him I smelled the sweet scented cologne he had on along with his plaid red and black shirt. "Don't ever leave me Connor your safe with me...I'll take care of you...I love you" I said "awe...Jessica...you got a big heart" he said hugging me. I felt so safe in his arms.

            "Don't let go of me Connor...don't let me go" I whispered. "I'll keep you safe in my arms and I will keep you from the dangers of the world...sweet dreams in your eyes keeping you safe in your mind" Connor singed. It made me happy to hear his soothing voice. I smiled gently. We lay back down in the grass feeling so happy nothing can spoil this moment.

            "CONNOR!!!" screamed a voice Connor got up quickly I think he knew who it was. A man with black hair and a light tan ran up to us. Connor grabbed my hand and said "that is Ty he means no harm" said Connor holding my hand. "Connor we got trouble vampires are swarming all over the place we gotta go!" said Ty out of breath. My heart pounded and I held Connor's hand tighter.

            Ty look at me and the pain, the horror, the fear and the sadness. With one finger he lift my chin up and said "he is my son...I will take good care of him" I took Ty's arm and held it tightly. "Ty I want you to meet Jessica...the love of my love" Connor said. "We've heard many things about you" said Ty he kiss my hand. "Ty is very old fashion" said Connor "must you go?" I cried. Ty put his head down "I'm sorry...I'll be back I'll be okay" said Connor.

            I hugged him so tightly "you will come back won’t you?" I cried. "Ohh...I'll try b-baby" he whispered. Just to make me smile he spanned me around it put a little smile on me he put me down with one last word he said the most dangerous words to me "I love you". Then I knew he wouldn't be coming back. "I need to hear it from you" he whispered. "I love you so much Connor...I pray for you...more I pray for myself...I would love to be with you forever" I said. "That’s all I want to hear" he whispered he kiss me and left in a matter of a second he was gone.