AUTHOR'S NOTE
Hello! :) Naaalala niyo pa ba ko? Haha! So ayun, Etong bago kong story, naisip ko lang bigla, since, mag-bibirthday na din naman sila tapos kahapon monthsary ng gems. Naisipan ko lang bigla. And sana basahin niyo to! Short story lang 'to (as of now) depende sa inyo, pag madaming nagbasa. HAHA. Ang plano ko talaga one shot lang, kaso nung sinusulat ko na mas maganda pag buong story na. Haha. So, baka mga 10 chapters lang to, basta. Bahala na!
TANDAAN SHORT STORY LANG PO ITO. THANK YOU! LABYUUU! :*
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Happy Monthsary Gems! Mwah! :* Keep holding on para kay James at Devon, okay? :)
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JAMES' POV
it's been what? 2 years ng umalis ako sa Philippines. And 5 years na din simula ng lumabas ako sa PBB house. Nothing much has changed, I'm still the dashing dude from Australia, the shy and mysterious one. But other than that, I still love the girl I left 2 years ago.
I tried my luck in showbiz, Devon as my partner for 2 years, and me as an individual artist for a year. The whole 2 years is much of a bloody experience, magical, unforgettable, we are the most promising loveteam of our generation, but why'd end up in the span of 2 years? Management decided, career growth they say. So, wala tayong magagawa jan. Ang labo no?
So, I know you are asking. Bakit ka ba umalis ng Pilipinas? Kasi ang gulo na, kasi ang daming ng nagiging problema. Ang hirap ayusin ng simpleng usapan lang. My relationship with Devon is never a secret to everyone. After PBB we started dating and courting, and eventually she said yes! yeah, that's the most precious moment ever. Our relationship is not perfect, we fight, we have arguments but we stayed, because we love each other. But, just like them other relationships, I am of the jealous type of guy, I get jealous so damn easily that I always ended up having a talk to whomever she is paired with. I trust her but those who are around her I am not sure of. And yeah, I am also the possesive type. Sorry. Call me crazy. But, I just love her, and I guess she can't take it anymore that's why she broke up with me. I can still remeber that night....
*FLASHBACK 2 YEARS AGO*
"James, you know I love you, right? Ikaw ang una kong boyfriend, it's you who I gave the chance. We need to trust each other..." Devon said staring right to my hazel eyes. I can see in her eyes that she's also hurt.
"I do trust you, Devon. It's such that the ones who are around you everytime, that I can't trust. I-i--I- don't want to l-l-lose you..." I said stuttering trying to hold back the tears that's about to roll down my cheeks now.
"Trust, James. Big word, Yes. But, we need to trust each other. If you don't trust me the way I trust you. I gu---..."
"N-n-no. I-i-i.... Don't say it... I will change... I'll be more unders-s-standing this time..." I cut her off, I know what she's going to say...
"You know, this is not the first time na pinag-awayan natin to diba? Pero hindi mo pa din ako magawang pagkatiwalaan. James alam mo ba.. tuwing may lalapit sa king lalaki di ko magawang makipag-usap sa kanila na hindi ko naaalala na mag-seselos ka. Kahit si Quen pinagseselosan mo.. Ano ba... please... we need this..." her voice is starting to crack... but she managed to hold her tears, and I know she's starting to get angry...
'"I do have the right to get jealous to Quen.." I mumbled but she heard
"James, eto nanaman ba tayo?! Ilang beses ko ba dapat sabihin sa'yo na magkaibigan lang kami at ano ka ba, crush lang yon no.. di big deal yon!" I'm starting to get on her nerves.. she's annoyed...
"I know... I know.. I-i-i'm sorry... let's try this time can we? we can work this out right?.."
"No, James. I guess. It's time. we need a break.. we need space.. I'm breaking up with you not because I don't love you anymore... I am doing this for the both of us..."
"this is final now huh? you really want us to end" I stared at her blankly, she nodded..
"if that's what you want. I won't force you to... but always remember I will always love you.... no matter where you go... you're always in my heart... I love you..." I said staring at her eyes, I can see she's also hurt yet I can see that she really wants this break..
"I know... I will alway love you, Dee. I will.." she said, staring at me.. full of emotions in her eyes. I leaned in to kiss her... she responded. this will be the last time that I will kiss her like this... it's full of love and passion...
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One week later, I've decided to fly back to Australia, Devon know that, kung eto ba talaga ang magpapanatag ng loob ko, then so be it.. I also had the chance to perform one last time in ASAP with her. I can still recall, that duet we had, that song we sang. It really says it all....
I started the song...
I'd been so strong for so longI could handle everythingNow that you've gone through that door,I can't see anything
OooooohhI swallow my pain, Ooooh...
I stared at her eyes, feeling the song, as if it is made just for us..
OooooohhNothing's the same
We both sang the part, Yes. It's true... Nothing's the same. All because of who? Yes, ME!
Let this come crashing downThere's no way to fix it nowWe're lost in the crowdand our love will soon decayJust look at the mess we've madeWe both know that we can't stay
We both sang the chorus, and I can see it in her eyes that though she wanted this, she's really hurt, but she needed this... We're lost in the crowd, all I can see is her staring at me it's like our emotions is talking to each other.
I was hoping that this would lastI guess i was wrongOhhI planned out our future togetherBut now that's all goneOhh, oooohhhAnother mistake (another mistake)Ooooohh, we're both to blame
I love her. She loves me. But, we need this. We need this.
Let this come crashing downThere's no way to fix it nowWe're lost in the crowdand our love will soon decayJust look at the mess we've madeWe both know that we can't stay
Ohh,Everything we ever had now is endingI didn't wanna have to say our goodbye (didn't wanna have to say goodbye)
Baby, It's best we let this go
Trust me....
She sang the last part staring at me... The way she looked at me... that's what she wants... Trust her. I need to trust her..
