Synopsis
Standing before him, feeling naked and ruthful, doesn't make me want to be here. I want to run. Run far, far away in a little hole in the ground. Away from everybody. Away from him, away from me, away from her, especially.
"Why here?" He demands. "Why right now. Why not a year ago when I loved you to the ends of the world! Why not when you were alone and scared! Why not when I was able to take you into my arms and hold you in safety from the world! Why here?"
He's now in my face. So close I can feel his breath against my tear soaked face. So close I can kiss him.
"I wanted to. I wanted-" my voice betrayed me by trembling.
"That's a load of bullshit and you know it! You had the chance. You had the chance to love me back. Yet you chose him."
"I did love you. I love you now too." My hands reach out towards him.
"Get out of my face, get out of my house." His voice is now lowered to a whisper. His body is turned so he can point to the door that was behind him. My eyes say everything for me. "Get out of my fucking apartment and don't come back."
He pushes by me and goes for the kitchen. Like a hurt puppy, I am lead to the door with my tail between my legs. Everybody is looking at me, but at the moment I don't care. My heart is shattered into a million pieces for the second time in my life.
Reaching for the door, I decide to try one last time. I turn around and meet his eyes. I repeat the words he said to me many months ago. "I love you. With all my heart and soul. I'll wait as long as it takes. I love you." I hastily wipe away the tear and bolt out the door.
Knowing I have no other choice, I want to keep my promise. I'll wait. As long as it takes.
Author's note
Firstly, let me start in saying this is one of my first books of many. Secondly, I suck at writing. I know this, you know this. Thirdly, please don't mention how bad it is, but please do tell me any errors, because, again, I am new.
Again, I'm a first time writer and very noticeably bad one. I love reading and writing but one talent is not like the other. I'm trying my best and I love feedback.
Warning
This is not a children's book or website. I am young adult and I do use adult language. I may or may not have sexual content. In my opinion, I don't like to write smut for teens to read because I am not comfortable with doing that.
Don't be offended and do not complain.
**very slow updates (boohoo; I'm a busy college student)**
Disclaimer
Copyright © 2015 by Paige Whitmer
All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, distributed, or transmitted in any form or by any means, including photocopying, recording, or other electronic or mechanical methods, without the prior written permission from the author, except in the case of brief quotations embodied in critical reviews and certain other noncommercial uses permitted by copyright law.
All of my pictures that I put on the media panel, I searched from my friend, Google. I do not own any of the photos. Unless it has my face on the picture, then it belongs to another person.
I love you all, enjoy xx
whxtmr
