Teach Me How to Love Again (Sequel to Dirty Little Secret)

Chapter 16: I Will Admit I Hate Those Things I Said (With Commentary)

*~(The title of this chapter is from Don't Tell Me It's Over by blink-182)~*

*~Sky's P.O.V.~*

I had spent the night at Kristin and Mikey's place last night, because Frank and Jamia were at the apartment doing who knows what. oooo spicy

I also decided to stay there because I really needed support after what happened last night. Was I too harsh on Gerard? NO YOU WEREN'T QUEEN!! BE HARSHER!! TURN HIM IN!! STAB HIM!!!

I woke up this afternoon, surprised to see that Mikey and Kristin weren't here. This was weird, because they were almost always awake before me. I looked outside for their car, but it wasn't there. 

I pulled out my phone and texted both of them, asking them where they were. Kristin was the first to reply.

"Gerard's in the hospital. We're checking on him," her response said. I immediately felt a little bit worried, even though I probably shouldn't have. good i hope he dies

Curiosity and worry got the best of me, so I texted Kristin again. "What happened?" I texted.

"Alcohol and pill overdose. It's bad," she replied. GOOD I HOPE HE DIES

More worry overtook me. What if I caused this? What if he did this because of what I said? I never meant to hurt him this bad. I just wanted him to feel some pain because of how badly he hurt me. I didn't mean for it to go this far. I didn't mean that shit I said. I wasn't thinking. well you should've meant it girl

In that moment I realized something.

I've become more of a monster than he is. HAHAHAHA GIRL YOU'RE NOT EVEN CLOSE DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT

I pulled out my phone and frantically texted Kristin. "I think I caused this."

"What do you mean?"

"We talked at the prom last night, and I wasn't very nice to him."

"You don't have to be nice to him though. He cheated." EXACTLY QUEEN!!! Kristin can text me any day

I thought about this, but no matter what, I still felt bad. I felt like a monster. He tried to apologize and all I did was hurt him. GOOD DO IT AGAIN

I decided to go for a walk to clear my head. I got dressed, grabbed my headphones, and left Kristin and Mikey's apartment.

I wished I could visit Gerard, but I'm sure seeing me would only make it worse.

I put my headphones in and listened to music as I walked. I walked towards a store so I could look around. On my way to the store, I ran into none other than Pete Wentz. YES PETE!!

Pete is a student at our school, and last night at prom he asked me to dance. He seems like a sweet guy, and if not more, I'd like to be his friend.

"Skylar!" he exclaimed.

"Pete!" I shouted as I hugged him. We really bonded last night. good now suck his dick

"How are you?" he asked.

"I'm okay, I guess."

"What's the matter, hun?" he asked.

"Oh, nothing much. Just some... Ex-boyfriend drama," I stammered. I didn't exactly want to tell Pete about my ex.

"Aw, I'm sorry. Do you wanna talk about it?" he asked.

"It's a long story. It's kind of... Embarassing," I said. Was I really going to tell Pete about Mr. Way? Could I trust him?