Poem ( To Find or Be found )

Poem 1 ( To Find or Be Found )

Why would i wait to go to heaven 1 day !

I have a life to live here , so why don't I stay

Do I really know God or Am I just pretending to do

For years I lived with God in mind , But I can't see him through

They said , Know God not about Him

and i Lost where i am in this Film

Isn't knowing something comes just by knowing about it

or May be Mind's knowledge and God doesn't fit

It is said to know God is to know His heart

So You own heaven as a part of the tart

it seems like I Only see the cake

But i am tasting nothing of it , Can it be Fake !

My Dreams are Like an Ocean , But Now they are just its Steam

How can I have God by my side , Heaven awaiting for me and still no streams

In him is the only heaven ,but why i Live and wait dying to see

If he is in me , then, My access to heaven now i cant flee

I ll press in till all who he is , becomes reality to me

Time to come , when My Heaven in Him to be

I was Lost searching for an answer , to taste a little piece

But I was shocked to find the whole Tart In Jesus Prince of peace .

For years I was trying to find You ,

But it seemed like I was one who was Lost and finally Found by You