All About You / Luke Hemmings

Thirty Three: End

AILAINA

The past month and a half have been the worst. When the last week of winter holidays ended, I managed to lug myself out of bed to go to school. Days haven't been great. Without Luke by my side, I haven't been the same. I don't think I ever will.

Calum texted me telling me he's in trouble and just as I thought nothing could hurt more, I was proven otherwise.

What's going on with Luke? Why's he in trouble? I sure hope he's okay. I hadn't been opening his texts because my heart aches to read his words knowing I won't be able to respond.

Calum's on his way over right now and I don't hesitate to text Luke. Tears are already clouding my eyes, every inch of me praying he's alright.

Me: Luke

I get no response. Within seconds, Calum comes storming into my room. He explains to me everything that had happened ending off with telling me what he, along with everyone else, is afraid Luke might do.

I freeze once I hear the words. My chest tightens and I swear my heart stopped beating for a few seconds. It feels as if someone kicked my stomach so hard, it came out through my back, breaking my spine. My hands sweat, my body's shaking. I feel so weak I end up collapsing on my bedroom floor. I don't even have enough air to cry.

"Please just contact him now," Calum begs, handing me my phone while rubbing my back.

I dial his number and wait for a response on the other line.

"Voicemail," I say, voice shaky.

"Text him."

I do just that.

Me: Luke please

Me: Please I love you

Me: It's you, it's always been you

Me: Everything I do

Me: Everything I think about, it's you

Me: It's all about you

Me: I can't

Me: If you do this

Me: I will NEVER forgive myself

Me: Please

Me: Luke, please

Me: I know you don't do things for other people

Me: but please, just do this for me

Love of my life♡: I love you.