To the first man I ever fell in love with..
Dear Daddy,
When I was little we had so much fun together
We laughed, we played, we even made jokes with each other
You & mom actually loved one another
You were always there for us
I always believed my daddy was tough
Then I got older and our family started falling
You gave me reasons to want to stop calling
But daddy I love you so much I just couldn't
For some reason none of us just wouldn't
You hurt me so much now I just don't think I can take it
It hurts me a lot but it's so easy to fake it
You're not the same anymore daddy
Your kids just wanna understand it all daddy
Because what could be more important than your kids
Apparently all you can think about is your meds
Borrowing money to get you through the day
I just don't know how much longer I can stay
I wanna leave but I don't know how
You're the first love of my life, I just can't leave your side
But maybe if I left you'd understand why
I just can't take it anymore daddy it's eating me alive..
