Hi, my name is Hazel Dervillase
idiotic name right?
My parents are dead, my mom committed suicide because she can't handle taking care of me anymore and my dad, well he.... He kinda got angry at me because mom committed suicide because of me, then he drove himself out of nowhere and got crashed onto an abonden house and he died, my grandparents are taking care of me and they're forcing me to go to school and I hate going to school because the students there will just bully me and say something bad about me, and I can't say no to my grandparents, their the only one who supported me until I grow up and their the one who understands me, so I said yes, I'll sacrifice myself for me to go to school and ignore the people who bullied me, I just wanted peace, not chaos or war or something!!! I just wanted peace, I really do love my grandparents, if they die, I have no idea what will happen to me, I'll do anything to keep them safe and have an everlasting life, if they'll die, I'll would really commit suicide, I will rather die than suffer to live without my grandparents supporting me, the school I'll go to is El Diño University High school, actually my grandparents are rich but my parents are not because my dad doesn't have a proper job, actually my dad is a drug dealer, I have no idea that why did mom married this peace of shit, I know that I'm cruel to my dad but also to my mom cause why did my mom give birth to me when she just wanted me to die and I think that it was an accedent when my dad and mom make me, I think my mom's a slut because she said that she wanted to cum because she misses to cum and I was disgust by my mom cause she wanted to cum but I just acted that I didn't hear what she just said and back to my topic in school, in my school everyone there call me freak, a slut and they said that I killed my parents and blah blah blah! I'm sick all of their fucking lies! They say lies about me and they say it was totally true and I can't just accept it! But actually if I did their every lie they said, I will surely accept it.....
And I met this guy in school he was pretty popular but I didn't care, he was actually nice to me but I just know that he's faking it, and every time we see each other he gives me his sweet, pathetic, fake smile!!! But slowly, slowly my heart beats fast every time when he gives me his helping hand and actually I think I'm falling for him but why??? I just hate myself when I'm falling in love....
