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Readers pov
Every day I come home and I wish I didn't, my mom has never been in her right mind, always in and out of mental institutions, my dad he's just a drunk that thinks I got my sister killed.
*Flashback*
It was my 12th birthday and my older sister and I were going to the movies, she wanted to take me to have fun since neither of my parents ever remembered my birthday. We were walking across the street when a guy came speeding down the road straight towards us I was about to get hit when my sister pushed me out of the way. That's when my dad and mom started abusing me.
*Flashback over*
I only had one friend, his name was Jin. He was an awesome friend but could never keep out the demons inside my head that always told me to end it, I put on Demons by Imagine Dragons and I put it on the 10 hour replay of it,
When the days are cold
And the cards all fold
And the saints we see
Are all made of gold
When your dreams all fail
And the ones we hail
Are the worst of all
And the blood's run stale
I wanna hide the truth
I wanna shelter you
But with the beast inside
There's nowhere we can hide
No matter what we breed
We still are made of greed
This is my kingdom come
This is my kingdom come
When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide
Don't get too close
It's dark inside
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide
At the curtain's call
It's the last of all
When the lights fade out
All the sinners crawl
So they dug your grave
And the masquerade
Will come calling out
At the mess you made
Don't wanna let you down
But I am hell bound
Though this is all for you
Don't wanna hide the truth
No matter what we breed
We still are made of greed
This is my kingdom come
This is my kingdom come
When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide
Don't get too close
It's dark inside
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide
They say it's what you make
I say it's up to fate
It's woven in my soul
I need to let you go
Your eyes, they shine so bright
I wanna save that light
I can't escape this now
Unless you show me how
When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide
Don't get too close
It's dark inside
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide.
Over and over I listen to the song we all have demons inside but mine are bad and they want me dead, I decide it's time I grab my phone and I text Jin the only person I care about one word Goodbye. I grab my razor and just start to do what I did every day but I never went this far I pushed harder and I was starting to feel woozy, I hear the front door tear open and slam shut and I hear running up the stairs, I fall and hit the ground with a clunk. I'm finally at peace, the door opens and I see Jin. "NO NO NO! Y/N! WHY DID YOU DO THIS I LOVED YOU I NEEDED YOU, don't leave me I smile, and I grab his hand and with my last ounce of strength I say "I love you too Jin but it's my time, never forget about me." I close my eyes but I don't see the white light that everyone tells you not to go to, I just see black everywhere I start walking and I don't know what's going on an I dead?
*2 weeks later Jins pov*
Y/n has been in a coma for 2 weeks and it's killing me, why did she do that to herself, I love her doesn't she see that. I start to cry, I have been here everyday and it's killing me, I feel a finger on her hand twitch and I look up I see her lips turn into a frown, and I see the eyes of the girl I love open, they show sadness but also fear. She looks at me and then at her surroundings, she starts to cry, I would to if I woke up in the hospital after I attempted to kill myself, she looks at me. "Jin I'm so sorry I don't know what I was thinking I couldn't take my parents abuse anymore and" I kissed her something I have been wanting to do for a long time she starts kissing back and I'm happy. I pull back and leave my forehead against hers, "Y/n never do that to me again ever, you scared the living crap out of me." "I know I'm sorry Jin I love you." "I love you too."
A/n so yeah that was my entry to the contest I hope you guys liked it and I'm going to say that this is a serious chapter guys I am not joking when I say I have had friends who have tried to commit suicide, if your going through a tough time and need a friend I'm always here, a lot of people will probably agree. Guys I love you so much and I love the support from you guys. Love you dudes bye bye 👋🏻✌️
