My Angel Beats!

I. 

I woke up and prepared for the day 

To school, I'm on my way 

Afterwards, I go home to rest, and then

I wake up to start again

I'm always living in circles 

But always hoping for miracles 

I pulled my necktie tight 

As I entered the classroom lightly

I'm tired of living like this 

Always in the same old seat 

Sick and tired of what will transpire 

I wish to retreat, but still, 

My angel beats

I was walking down the hall 

And I had my headphones on 

The music played on as I walked 

Temporarily, my pain was gone

The music had always moved me 

It leaves me with a sense of security 

In my chest, it started to tremble 

A quake is what it resembles

But still I was discontented 

With all the days that I meet 

It felt like this place led my life to waste 

I was feeling beat, but still, 

My angel beats

This same old feeling haunting me 

Leaves me in the same old phase 

I tried to change my views 

Just to change my days

I imagined another world 

And thought I have ceased to breathe 

I made believed I'm in the afterlife 

To myself, I lied, but still, 

My angel beats

I was tired of climbing the same old stairs 

I was tired of the same cold rooms 

I was tired of the discomfort on what I wear 

I thought I'd be out of there soon

Now, this place is where nothing matters 

The days just kept passing by 

Just let the time fly 

And stare at the clouds that gather

Still the music plays on 

I have felt the subtlety 

It has moved me on and on 

And I ignored all that is wrong with me

Suddenly, this place is not so bad 

Suddenly, I'm no longer sad 

With relief, I sighed 

Still thinking I've already died

Once again I looked up the sky 

While surrounded by ghosts who I meet 

All the days pass everyday 

I'm feeling empty inside, but still, 

My Angel Beats!

II. 

Oh, what's the use of living up this fantasy? 

I'd rather be abused and be aware of what's wrong with me 

Oh, will You ever forgive me for ever doubting You? 

My depression has led me to make believe the untrue 

Anyway, I've wondered why that world had no wars 

It seemed things didn't matter, it didn't leave any scars 

In there nobody dies, in there nobody grows old 

I'd rather live in a world of lies, it's so cruel, so cold 

I've felt the subtlety in life, but I still have to deal with strife 

The angel that beats inside of me, will it even cease to beat? 

I don't wanna face 1000 enemies, they'll make me cry like a girl, I'm dead to their capabilities, and those monsters will rule the world 

These are my precious treasures, the least kindness and love I get 

Will they even last forever if my memories I'd forget? 

Will the day ever come, here come the discontent and fear 

I can't take this anymore, just make me disappear!...

III. 

Cherish, don't go insane 

Life is just a game 

Be brave to face each day 

Fight to gain your way 

Treasure everything you have 

No need to be sad 

Release what you can call "My Song" 

Don't be afraid of what could go wrong...