Johnnies POV
I swear if I loose this girl again. I have to fix this.
When she pulls apart from me all I hear is screams. Oh no.
"Johlex is real!"
"Ew Alex! You slut!"
"Fuck you Alex! Kohnnie!"
"Awe so cute!"
"Totally ship it!"
"Johnnie's cheating on Kyle!"
"Ew how could you choose Alex?!"
"Ew! Alex Whorame!"
I looked at Alex in shock, I saw her tearing up then she ran away to the bus. This is horrible.
I ran over to the people yelling because I was beyond angry.
"Hey?!" What's the deal?!", I yelled at them.
"You're supposed to be with Kyle", some yelled.
"Alex is disgusting", a few said.
"I totally love you guys together", a small amount yelled.
"Look, I don't need fans that won't support me! So if you don't support me, and my decisions then I hate to say it, but you're not a true fan. How am I supposed to be happy, and make videos for you guys when I don't get support?", I said, I'm just so frustrated.
"Then you're losing your subs!" Some yelled.
All the untrue thugpugs left. The ones that stayed I thanked and hugged, I took pictures with some and signed things.
My main priority is to find Alex though.
I ran back to the busses. Alex wasn't there.
"Where's Alex?!", I yelled.
"She left, she was crying and she came and said by to all of us, got her bag and walked out like three minutes ago", Jordan told me.
I ran out of the bus to the parking lot where she probably was.
They hadn't gotten there yet so I sat and waited at Jenna's car. Alex finally came, crying on Jenna's shoulder. She didn't notice I was there until she finally got close to the car because her head was down.
She ran over to me and wrapped her arms around me, I held her and let her cry it all out. I hate seeing her cry, this is all my fault.
I sat her on the hood of the car and talked to Jenna.
"She can stay here for a while, she'll stay in the bus with us, I'll let her have my bunk", I told her.
"Okay, thanks Johnnie, you're a good kid", she said while handing me Alex's bag.
"It's no problem, really, I'm happy to have her here", I told her while giving her a hug goodbye.
I helped Alex off the car, she was still crying and I felt horrible.
"Where are we going?", she asked hesitantly.
"Just come on, you'll be happy about where were going", I said to her.
"I honestly don't feel like walking. I don't want to do anything anymore", she told me, she was still crying, what those girls said was so horrible.
I ended up picking her up and carrying her to the bus.
"Why are we back here?" She asked, she finally stopped crying so hard, she was still crying though.
"Do you wanna just chill in bed for a while?", I asked her.
She put her head on my shoulder but I felt her nod yes.
I walked inside and everyone just stared, nobody said anything, just looked really confused.
I ignored the stares and sat Alex on my bunk, I was about the walk away but she grabbed my shoulder.
"I want to talk, come lay up here with me", she told me. I'm not sure if I should be scared or not.
I got up on the bed and she grabbed my hand and put it around her waist. I'm starting to think the 'talk' isn't about anything.
"So um, about, us", she said quietly, not making eye contact.
My stomach sank.
"What about us?", I asked, my voice cracked because I was scared.
"I can't do this anymore", she told me.
It felt like I had been stabbed in the lungs. I couldn't breath. I felt like crying.
"Excuse me", I said getting down from the bunk and going into the bathroom, locking the door behind me.
Alex's POV
I feel like a horrible person. I have to go explain to him.
I got down from the bunk and Damon told me they were gonna go to catering for dinner. They left and I ran to the bathroom, I stood outside, trying to see if I could hear anything. All I heard were quiet sobs and him slowly banging his head against the wall.
"Johnnie open the door", I said.
He unlocked it immediately. I opened the door and dropped to my knees.
He had relapsed. It was all my fault.
I kicked the wall and started to cry even more. Johnnie was just sitting there, in shock. I got up and looked at his arm. It was bleeding and wouldn't stop. I went and grabbed paper towels and went and sat on his lap in the bathroom. I held the paper towels on his arm and looked at him.
"Johnnie, baby I love you, you have to let me explain. This is all my fault. I didn't mean it. Johnnie I could never leave you. Johnnie I love you so much", I told him. I was trying my best to get his mind off what he just did, or what I just did.
He just looked at his arm. He didn't even blink.
"What is there to explain?", he said with no emotion.
I let go of the paper towel and moved the hair from his face.
"Johnnie I can't do this unless we tell the viewers", I told him. "Johnnie I love you more than anything and I can't lose you.", I told him, I was freaking out.
"Love you too", is all he said to me. I helped him or of the bathroom and got some bandages to wrap his arm with. He sat on the couch thing and I wrapped his arm.
"Alex I'm sorry", he said.
"You didn't do anything", I told him.
"If it weren't for me, those girls wouldn't have said those things to you", he replied.
"It would've happened sooner or later", I told him.
"Wanna go just chill in bed for a while?", I copied with a small smile.
"Yeah, I think I do", he told me.
