It's already midnight and I can't sleep thinking about what happened this day.
Flashback
Hinila na ako ng tuluyan ni Blake sa loob ng taxi. Wala na akong magagawa kasi ang lakas niya. Bwisit.
Di ko siya pinansin habang byahe and I can clearly see from my peripheral vision that he is staring at me.
I'm melting. Gawd.
Red burning cheeks again.
"Ynne! Ba't ang pula mo? May lagnat ka ba?" He said and I finally look at him.
He touched my forehead to check my temperature.
Bwisit ka Blake!
Tinanggal ko naman agad ang kamay niya sa noo ko.
"Oo lagnat! Sa inis sayo!" Pagtataray ko.
"Weh?" Then he chuckled.
Blake why u do this to meh.
"Ewan ko sa'yo Blake kung anong nakain mo! Baka may sumanib na masamang espiritu sa'yo? Or alien abduction?!" I said habang holding his shoulders.
"Seriously, Ynne?"
I nodded.
Then he burst into laughter again.
Argggh.
"Bla--" bago ko pa man siya sigawan,
Biglang nakapreno ang taxi at naging dahilan ng pagkabigla at hulog namin.
At sa akin siya nabagsak.
Since kami lang sa backseat, napunta siya sa akin at sobrang lapit ng mukha namin.
Only just an inch closer.
At nagtitigan kami.
And there goes my heart beats crazily.
Hindi ko alam kung ilang seconds yun pero tinulak ko na siya.
"You okay?" He asked.
I nodded without looking at him.
"Manong, ingat po sa pag maneho." Sabi ko kay Kuya Driver.
At tahimik na ulit kami.
A moment of awkwardness.
Bigla na lang nag ring ang phone niya at sinagot ito.
"Hello, Raine? Oh, sorry di kita nareplyan naging busy ako eh. Nakakain ka na ba ng breakfast?" He answered through the phone.
My heart is crashing.
A part of me is getting jealous pero wala naman akong karapatan.
Sino nga lang ba ako kay Blake?
Kaibigan.
-End of flashback-
I just sighed.
Did I already fell into him?
A tear escaped from my eyes.
I'm in love with a person whom I don't have a chance with.
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2nd day of practice.
I woke up with puffy eyes.
Drama matss.
I decided na iwasan na lang muna siya habang maaga pa.
Hanggang hindi ko pa talaga siya mahal.
Because I know for sure,
He can't catch me.
He's inlove with someone else already.
We're now practicing our dance steps.
Madali lang naman pala ang steps.
Hiphop kasi.
Tss. Akala mo rin kung magaling sumayaw.
"Okay. 15 minutes break." Our trainor said.
Hingal na hingal and sweat poured all over our body.
"Ynne, bili tayo bottled water sa canteen?" Blake said.
"Uh.. Sorry Blake, meron na kasi akong baon na water." Sabay pinakita ang water container fron my bag.
Wooh. Buti na lang talaga nagbaon ako.
"Ah. Ganoon ba. Sige Ynne!" He smiled and walked away.
There I saw Raine, his bestfriend running towards him and making sweet acts from afar that I can clearly see.
Tss. Bestfriend pa ba tawag dyan?
I can't take the view anymore.
And I didn't notice that I already ran away while wiping my tears.
Is he acting clingy on me?
Alam na kaya niya na may gusto ako sa kaniya?
Or sadyang PAASA lang talaga siya?
Masakit umasa. Mapupunta rin sa wala.
Masasaktan ka lang.
Especially when the person you fell inlove with, is inlove with someone else already.
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BINABASA MO ANG
One Week
Proză scurtăAfter this One Week, Will she able to let go? -A Short Story by NeverlandArmy Credits to Killakkuma for the book cover.