Hey guys I'm so sorry for not updating lately. I've been going through wicked depression and I haven't wanted to do anything and I apologize. If you follow me on twitter you probably know about the depression but I'm good at hiding it so idk. Haha anyway, I'm sorry, I'm going to try and update alot more. I love you guys so much and thank you for all the support and love on the story.
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*DANNYS POV*
I looked over at maddies face. She was pale. No expression. I could tell she was scared. And I don't blame her. I was scared to. But I couldn't find the words to say. I wish I could tell her everything would work out but at the moment, I just don't know. "Maddie..." I finally say quietly. Maddie chokes on a sob and falls to her knees finally letting the tears she's been holding in fall from her blue eyes. I drop to the ground and pull her close to me. "Shhhhh, shhhh no baby please don't cry. Princess look at me" I say stroking her hair. Maddie doesn't look up. I pull her face into my chest and kiss her head. "I'm not going to let her ruin us" I say with anger in my voice. She wasn't going to ruin my family.
I lift Maddie gently and quietly walk up the stairs careful not to wake her. She had fallen asleep in my arms after a few hours of crying. I was happy she was asleep now. I hated seeing her upset and all I wanted was to make her happy again. I didn't know if I could.
I put Maddie gently on our bed and pull the blankets up around her tucking her in. "Goodnight princess" I whisper kissing her cheek. I turn the light off and shut her door. I let out a shaky breath as I walk into the kitchen. I open the fridge and decide I wasn't hungry. I plop down on the couch and look around at the living room...Maddie was leaving tomorrow.. And I had no idea how to stop this. Her mom was ruining us again.
*MADDIES POV*
I wake up suddenly with a sharp pain in my stomach "ow." I say sitting up. I pull the blankets off of me and click on the bedside lamp. I let out a horrified scream as I see the blood "DANNY!" I scream. I head him stomp up the stairs and the door flies open. "Baby what's wrong?" He asks. He walks closer and then sees it "w-what happened?!" He asks. There's another sharp pain. "Danny we need to go t the hopaital!" I say crying. Danny doesn't hesitate and lifts me and carries me down to his car, trembling all the way to the hospital.
Danny has not expression as the doctor walks out of the room. "Miscarriage." He says quietly. I don't say anything. I cover my face with my hands and begin to cry. I knew we weren't ready to be parents but I wanted to. Danny sits by my side. "It's ok" he cries. "Danny tell me everything will be ok!" I sob. Danny lets out a breath. "Maddie, I can't do that." He says. And for the first time since I moved to Maryland, I wanted to die.
*PAULS POV*
I hang up the phone and run my fingers through my hair. "Miscarriage." I say turning to face Taylor. She covers her mouth with her hand "oh my god, is she ok?" Taylor asks. I shrug. She's gotta be heart broken." I say. "How's Danny?" She asks. "He's torn apart. I feel really bad, they are on their way home right now." I say to her. She nods and we sit at the kitchen table in silence for a few minutes before the door opens and we exchange sorry looks.
We both walk to the door and Maddie's hand is wrapped tightly in Danny's. both of them have been crying and that's easy to tell. "Hey guys...I'm so sorry." I say. Maddie doesn't say anything. "It's ok." Danny says looking down at her. She doesn't look at him. Or any of us. Her eyes remain fixed on the ground. "Babe do you want to sleep?" Danny asks her. She doesn't answer for a long time before she shakes her head no. Danny sighs and drops her hand. "Ill get you some water." He says walking into the kitchen. Taylor looks at me worriedly. I shrug "Maddie you ok?" I ask her again. Her eyes shift to mine. "I'm fine." She lies. I decide arguing with her was pointless and I walk upsairs.
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I have no clue how long that is because I'm typin it on my iPod but if it's short ill update tonight maybe. I love you guys! Comment and tell me what you think
