Chapter 4|Tell Luke...

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*Michael's pov*

To Luke Hemmings it's um..it's been a few days..well..a few weeks actually..I'm sorry..I really am..I don't know why I thought that would be okay..I feel horrible..

I hit send and a message pops up

Message cannot be sent user does not follow you

Tears rush to my eyes and I call Calum

"Michael?"

I sob quietly pulling roughly on my hair "I-I fucked u-up" "Michael calm down tell me what happened" "C-cal I-I-" I sob "I'm coming over" He hangs up.

A few minutes later Calum comes bursting in my door "Michael!" I look at him tears streaming down my cheeks my shaky hand holding a small blade "Michael put it down please" He slowly steps closer "come on you and I both know it's not worth it, you're almost a year clean Michael you can do it please" I look at my wrist "I-I need to" I whisper

The bed sinks down next to me and two tanned hands cover my pale ones "please Mikey"

I drop the blade and curl up against his side shaking and sobbing

He lays on my bed with me, rubbing my back and whispering sweet nothings in my ear to calm me down.

"Michael can you tell me what happened?" He whispers once I calmed down.

"h-he unfollowed me" I whisper shakily "Michael maybe you need to just talk to him" I shake my head.

A few hours later Calum goes back to his house and I'm left alone.

What a shit time to be alone right?

And it's even shittier when my mum comes home to find me passed out on the kitchen floor in a puddle of blood holding a note that reads 'tell Luke I loved him.'


I know I hate myself too.

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