Rant Time...

Mates...

I'm just going to blow my top off straight on because I don't have time for introductions right now.

I'm a girl.

I'm in a state of utter insanity.

And if I don't let this out I'm going to freak and be put in the white van to be driven off to some insane hospital.

To anyone who wants to survive, never underestimate an extremely pissed off woman.

Whew! Ok.

Now where do I start with this... fine. Let's start with the day I started reading werewolf stories on Wattpad.

I've always loved wolves.

Always have.

So when I found out about this I'm excited as fuck.

I read. And I love it. And I do basically what every normal teenage girl does when they read a werewolf story. Cry, laugh, get angry, completely fall head over heels with the main boy of the story, scream and then just awwwwwwwwww to death because of the whole mates thing.

Now at first it didn't bother me. I was fine with the whole mate thing. But after the first 100 werewolf stories I began to compare these stories to reality as I do in basically everything.

And this has been bothering me for quite a while but I always wonder...

What would it be like to have a mate?

I don't think I was ever angry about the situation. But now I am.

I always read werewolf stories and I'm always thinking what it would be like. And then suddenly at some point I got mad. I was mad that we couldn't have this but also utterly relieved that we didn't have this and then back to being utterly enraged and on and so forth.

Ok. Here's what I do every time this situation pops up. Let's talk positives and negatives.

Positives of having a mate:

- Knowing that you were never meant to die alone

- Knowing that maybe there is someone waiting for you

- Knowing that you might have a possible real happily ever after

Negatives of having a mate:

- They could be the exact opposite of your dream prince charming

- You have no choice who you would rather be with

- You would only ever fuck one person

- You would only ever date one person

- There is no way out except rejection which supposedly hurts worse than a murderous death!?!?!?!?!?!?

- They could hate your guts and leave you heartbroken

- They are your weakness in absolutely everything

- You would die without them

- You are constantly in this annoying and uncontrollable need to be horny

- And worst of all even if they beat you, rape you, enslave you, do everything that is morally incorrect towards you. YOU STILL HAVE TO LOVE THEM!!?!?!?!? YOU STILL HAVE TO NEED THEM?!?!?!?!? LIKE WHAT!!?!?!?!?!?

As you can see I'm not exactly what you would call an optimist. 

Just aaaaaaaggghhhh!!!

Like I'm reading all these books and just being like awwwww, I want that, awwww I wish I could have that. And then reality punches me in the face and tells me "Please princess, who would want you? Girl wake up! This is reality! People get raped, people get beaten, people DIE! Get out of that fantasy world."