Forever

Hate me..forever

This is first and last part. Enjoy :')
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You have a big crush on someone. Someone that have every character that you want as your ideal boyfriend. Handsome, cool guy, genius and such a lovely guy. I mean he is a nice person. His name is Min YoonGi as known as Suga. People call him Suga but you prefer his real name.

-Your pov-
One day, on a nice morning at school. I watch him walking towards cafe and my best friend, Kia saw that. "Ya, do you like him?" Kia's question 'wake me up' from my imagination with YoonGi. "What? Suga?" I asked "No, I mean Jimin. LOL of course Suga. I saw you watching every single step he take and it is really obvious" God! Her voice is too loud! I take him to the school garden.

"Don't be too loud!" I said. "Okay,fine,sorry about that. Now tell me the truth" *sigh* okay I have to reveal my secret. "Yes I like him. I have a crush on him on my first day of school. Which it is already 3 years.." "3years of waiting. Stupid." Sh*t she cut my words. "Do you want me to help you?" Help me? "How?" "Nothing. I just don't want you to keep your feelings anymore. You may get hurt. It is already 3 years. Have a pity for your heart. Chinguyaa~~ tell him.. I can accompany you, if you would like me to" tell him? Should i? "I..I'm afraid." "Don't be afraid, I ask you to tell your feelings towards him, not ask him to be your Boyfriend" ? *sigh* its true, (y/n) don't worry, I just have to express my feelings towards him that's all. "Thanks chinguya, I will." "When?" She asked me.. "I will wait for the right moment" "okay, let's go to class, we are already late" we went to class and like usual I have to sit behind YoonGi.

But how can he don't realised that I like him? When it is so obvious I always trying to chat with him. It's science class..and I have a question that I don't know the answer.. Should I ask him? "Ermm YoonGi," "yes?" "Do you know answer for question number 3, 2roman?" "Yeah I know, take this" he give me his exercise science book. Wow what a beautiful handwriting. "Here" I give him after I finished copy. I stare at his back, for a long time. "(y/n), detention" Miss Kim said to me make me like.. What? "But miss what did I do wrong?" "You are not paying attention, I don't want to tell the class the reason of it." God, she saw it. "When Miss?" "After school" "okay". YoonGi ask me " what happen?" "Stay back after school?" "Yeah,like usual" I will tell you after my detention at library. You will be there right? " "oh,okay. Yes I will be there"

Great this is a good opportunity. After my detention, I straight go to the library. My eyes were looking for him. And surprisingly YoonGi is with Kia study together beside each other. I go to straight with them and "may I sit?" They just smile as reply for yes. I sit in front of YoonGi and look at Kia. She said "tell him" I was like..okay. I can do this. "Tell me what?" "YoonGi listen. I make it simple. I got detention by teacher because she caught me staring at you not focus with what she teach us. And the reason I staring at you because.. Oh wait. I have a crush on you since our first day in this school..until now. So this is what I want to say.. .. I Like You, Min YoonGi" YoonGi's eyes glare at me, it is really scary.

YoonGi stand up, and say.. "I'm sorry, but I don't like you.." "I just want to express my feelings that's all. Relax" I cut his words and smile. He take his books and Kia's books. He take his last glare at me and said "I hate you. And for your information, I already have a girlfriend. Jagi,kaja.." He grab Kia's wrist and last sentence he give to me is... "Don't blame her, I am the one who don't let her to tell anyone about our relationship" and they went out from the library leaving me alone and feels betrayed.

"Kia..is his girlfriend? But...." I start to sobbing so I run to my house. Once I'm trying to open my gate's house theres a voice flow in my ears. Very familiar voice saying "I'm sorry, please don't be sad and hate me or him" its Kia. I enter my house without look at her. //\\ Its been two years and this is our last year at this school. A lot of things happen in this short time. I become a clever girl, more than YoonGi. Kia talks to me but I pretend like there's no one. I know this is not her wrong but I want to forget about it. And YoonGi.. He hate me after I express my feelings at him. I dont know why.. But he just hate me.

Forever. I know it , he will hate me forever.. Because when I got straight A's he gave his scary glare and come to me said "Chukahae. I have my last words to tell you." He came closer to my ears and continued his words with his husky whispers with "I hate you. Yesterday,Now and tomorrow.. To be exact Forever" This give me chills. But I'm learning to stay strong. To achieve my dream to be a popular scientist. To forget everything, even my best friend. I'm sorry Kia but I have to move on. Please be happy with him.