Phil- you cant take it, its too much, the hate from dan and phils fans, matched up with your own feelings of worthlessness. You were crying. Dan and phil were at BBC so this was chance. You've cut before but nobody knew. You started to walk to the bathroom, while the pathway was blurry from tears you could make out where the door knob was and where the razor and gauze was. "Hello old friends." You whispered before cutting into the tender flesh of your wrist. It hurt but felt so good. You made 5 more cuts before washing the razor and your wrists, putting the gauze on, and putting on a jumper to cover your wrists. Phil came home later and you acted normal. " hey love!" He said before hugging you. His hugs were your only salvation these days. " he babe how was the radio show?" You asked " it was normal, I really missed you..." He said before kissing you. You were indulged in his kisses to realize he pulled your sleeves up. The kiss ended and he observed your arms. " oh my god who did this?!" He asked with tears in his eyes. You can't stand to see him like this and you fell apart. "Oh.. Baby I'm always here for you. Next time please talk to me." He spoke lovingly. " I...love... You." Was all you could choke out with tears. "I love you so much more y/n."Hey I hope you enjoyed, if you have any ideas for a story please tell me in the comments!
All The love.-R
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