Notice Me Senpai (A Bangtan Love Story)

Chapter 19: Home Again

Bree's POV

It was already 10 in the morning. After such fun times in Jeju Island, we decided to go home. I kinda miss Seoul-the surroundings, the park, the apartment, Auntie, especially Jungkook. Even when he had hurt me so bad, i still missed him. I miss the old us. The goofing around, acting like fool, careless us. But it was gone in just a snap. I dont even know what happened to us. It's like where strangers again. Seconds ago, I missed home but after remembering such things, it made me cringe and want to run away in another realm for all the pain he'd caused me. I just sighed and looked out of the window. "Bye Jeju, Hello Seoul." I closed my eyes and drifted to sleep hoping when I wake up everything will be fine.

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I heard barking, fussing, mumbling, giggling and such noises "Bree! Wake up. We're here!" Riri said shaking me. I just groaned. Thinking i'll be home again, locked up in my own room with nothing in my hand but my comfort food. I just sighed. Yoongi approached me and decided to help me with my stuff.

"Why so sad?" He asked me.

I turn to face him "Oh nothing. Just jet lag." I said smiling at him to cover my sadness.

He went closer to me and hugged me. "You know what?" He asked still not letting go of me.

I pushed him, hands on his shoulders and looked at him curiously. "What?"

He chuckled and smiled at me after. "You're not a good liar." He said messing up my hair. I slightly smiled and just sighed.

We walked out of the airport still carrying Waffles in my arms and waited for our ride home. We were standing outside the airport, sun shoning above us. I studied them one by one. Riri looked so happy clinging into Taehyung's arms, Taehyung smiled feeling satisfied in what he have. I felt jealous in how they dont encounter problems unlike with Jungkook and me. "I hope they'll last long."

Hoseok and Jimin were sitting on their luggage, sweating like a faucet. Namjoon keeps fanning himself, he looked pissed from all the waiting. Jin was just calm, he really maintained his composure. I just looked at him and smiled, He was like the mom and dad that i used to have. And then there's Yoongi, he looks troubled. His eyebrows furrowed into the sight of the sun. Even when the sun is so hot, he still looks fine. I smiled at myself for staring too long at him. I was thankful that Yoongi was there for me. He was the one that made me feel happy and loved.

He slowly approached me and grabbed my luggage. I looked at him carefully. "Let me carry your stuff, the car is broken. Let's just grent some van." He said feeling irritated. I just slowly handed him my luggages.

We rented some van that the airport provides. We put our luggages in the trunk and sat on the van. It was starting to rain. The sky was gray, the clouds were starting to form, thunders rumbling and the winds were whooshing. I sat near the window, carrying Waffles and looking at the sky. Yoongi sat beside me. The ride home was quiet, too quiet. Everyone was dead tired even Waffles was asleep in my lap. Little did they know that the silence killed me inside. It made me think about unhappy thoughts and just upsets myself. We arrived home, it was 1 in the afternoon. We got our bags from the trunk and bade goodbyes from each other and headed our own way.

Yoongi poked me with his hand. "Want me to come over to your unit?"

I brushed my hair with my hands and looked at him. "I'll be fine. Just rest."

'Well, fine isn't the best word to describe me now. It's just a disguise to cover what I really feel.'

"Well, okay. Just text me if you need some company." He said ruffling my hair. I just smiled at him and went inside.