Sad Love Stories

Trust

I met a guy couple of months ago. He was so amazing. For me, he was the best boyfriend in the world. He's very sweet and caring. So gentle and relaxing. The way I stare at his sea-green eyes, makes me feel I'm in a wonder land. The way he kissed my lips, it was a very good feeling. The way he walk, the way he talk. He's too perfect for me.

But I still hurt his feelings. I lied to him a lot. And I don't mean it, I have purposes about it. But he don't know it anyway so he have been mistaken. I did it because I love him. I was about to tell him before, but when he said he don't want a liar, and he don't want a girl break her heart because of that. The guilty feeling slapped me. And I keep it for myself. And I said to myself
'I'm so stupid, if he will know about the lies I've made, he will be possibly hurt and be mad at me, how bad I am?' The way I look at him seems so very nice. He was all true about me. I've been wrong for couple of times, I hurt him a lot, and I feel very bad about it.

I saw him on the park, He was sitting on a bench. The bench we used to sit every single day. I ran to him, begging for his forgiveness
"I'm so sorry, please forgive what I've done"
And he chuckled and cracked a smile "You just lost my trust for you. And there's no turning back. I don't need your sorry"
After he said that, he stood up and left me there on the bench. I sat on the bench and cried.

Next morning, I still go to the park, waiting for him. I don't care if I look so cheap, chasing after a guy who I made really feel bad. I waited there until the clock ticks at 12 midnight. Its our first anniversary if he hadn't broke up on me last week. I try to smile but sadness swallowed my soul and let out the tears from my eyes. I miss him so much. I miss the person who cares for me, loves me, and makes me happy all the time.

I have this long handwritten letter for him. I put it in the bench where we used to sit, and left a note there saying
"I won't ever show up to you again, hope you'll be fine everytime, I love you from moon and back. Im so sorry"

I'm on my way home from the park, I walked. And saw him driving on his car. He seems drunk and he was driving in a fast speed and a truck didn't notice him driving and hit him. Everything seems like a bad dream, I ran to his car after they collided.

His car flipped up side down. I kneeled and leaned down to see if he's still okay. He have bloody head when I saw him. And that makes me cry so much. But fortunately, he breathe and whined in pain. I tried to reach him with my hands, and try to pull him out of his car. He didn't moved and I cried and said
"Just trust me this time. I promise I'll never fail you this time."
And he said "I feel very hurt"
And I answered "I know, Give me your hands, I'll let you out of there. Put your trust on me now. Just this moment"
And he gave me his hands and I pulled him off from his car. Slowly pulling him off. And thank god I did saved him. He was still complaining about his body and I hugged him and said "Thanks for your trust" and ambulance came for him. I was happy for it. Thank god he's alive.

I was sitting beside the car with him, when the medics came for help. And get him to the medic's rescue bed. He reached at my hands, his touch were amazing. I feel like an angel just touched me. I feel so relieved.

But no one noticed the gasoline from his car was leaking. And I saw the flames lit up inside the broken car, the flames were fast, I stood up and tried to ran away but its too late. I stared at the love of my life for the last time and smiled at him, I mouthed "Thank you" and closed my eyes, and the car burst into flames and swallowed everything near to it. Including me.

As my spirit came out from my dead body, I saw him yelling "No!" He was crying. My poor love is crying. I was about to hug him but I forgot I don't belong to human world anymore.