One Love

Chapter 1

Connor POV 1

My eyes were red. I could only see blur everywhere. Whenever I look towards a light my eyes black out for a few seconds. Today has been one of the worst days of my life...I cant breathe and im currently under my duvet, trying to sleep. All I can think about is the whole day...oh wait..you probably don't know what has happened...let me talk you through it.

Thursday 21 July 2015 - Playlist live

5 hours before playlist

I walked out of my hotel room with no weights on my shoulders, stress free with a HUGE smile on my face, as I walked down the corridors of Playlist Hotel I saw Troye...Troye Sivan...I took a massive gulp before I approached him "Hi Troye..." His eyes shone and I felt like the hearts in my eyes emoji and my heart was beating so much as if I'd blow up if he spoke to me. He replied to me in his soft voice " Hey Connor...Where are you off too?" My heart felt the urge to hug him right there and then but before I could answer him I heard Tyler and Zoe call us from behind and Troye ran to them, my heart sank...did I almost have my moment, as I turned around I saw Troye and Tyler and a fan took a picture of them hugging and almost instantly my twitter notifications blew up with:

'OMG Connor I feel so sorry for you #HelloTroyler'

'Ugh how could Tyler do that :o'

'Stay strong Connor, ily xx'

My heart sank as I read these tweets...I walked slowly into my room with a sudden urge to break down in tears but I couldn't I needed to stay strong.

So I tweeted back

'As much as I love all your support please can we leave it at them, im sorry if it caused any issues ily all sooo much xx'

I closed twitter and waited for the notifications until I saw over 100 pictures of Troye and Tyler pop up in my notifications and I couldn't take it any more, I huddled under my duvet with my laptop, my phone and a box of tissues.