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First Encounter

For as long as i can remember, I've always loved the idea of an adventure. I found love in a hopeless place, with no real intention of finding it. Imagine someone coming into your life out of the blue, with no warning whatsoever, forcing every fibre of your being into asking them question after question to satisfy a curiosity you never really knew you had. You feel a kind of thirst for knowing more as every second passes by. The need to know grows and grows until that's all that is filled in your mind. Some might say its an obsession. But maybe not.
I call it love coz I haven't had this feeling before. It's different. It's enticing, you know, the kind that tingles your soul. You have a constant gnawing feeling that this maybe seems too complicated for you to pursue. But you ignore it and decide to give in, all guards down. You decide to let him in.