"Im not going to college." That thought raced though me. "Now I didn't say that, we will figure this out even if you go to community school." He reasurred. "Community School wont make me who I want to be. I want to be a vet tech,there are no classes in michigan that i need that are in a community college." I grimaced at my new vision of myself. Tears welled i my eyes. "So..so my graduation is going to be in my yard and I cant be what I want to be. That makes me want to live and value life." I added sarcastically. Tears falling even more rappid. "We will work this out." he reassured again. Now I have no positive thoughts toarward the future. I hate life, nothing good ever comes my way. I guess I deserve it. Every bit of it.
