Death
\’deth\
noun
The act of dying; the end of life.
❝She was my never, forever and everything in-between.❞
I stare at myself in the full-length mirror. The bags underneath my eyes, un-tidied brown hair and puffy red eyes saying it all. My black tuxedo is in pristine condition, although I feel slightly inclined to create a few rips and stains so it even slightly respresents how i feel. I carefully take the white lily and hastily attempt to fasten the small flower to my collar. Failing miserably. I hiss at the immediate pain as the point pricks my fingertip.
Stupid flower. Stupid suit. Stupid...
That’s when I break down.
Right there, in the cold-tiled bathroom within the church. Approximately 27 minutes and 42 seconds before i have to go back out there and make a stupid speech about how "She's in a better place now," "She wouldn't want us all to mourn over her." When that I can think of is, what if she's NOT in a better place, because that place is with me.
Every time I try to take my mind off it, her face is just there. Not smiling nor frowning, but just there. Being there. The only thing i want from her, yet one of the many things she could no longer do for me. She was my everything, so naturally, without her I was nothing.
A/N thanks so much to brookeismyname for the flawless trailer to the side. i love it so much x
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When Forever Ended // h.s
Fanfiction❝She was my never, forever and everything in-between.❞
