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I still remember that moment, the first time I laid my eyes on you. The first time I saw you, I was like “Wow”. You were stunningly handsome yet you had this distant kind of feeling, making you seem cool. We were both new to the school and new to everyone else. I was skeptical about you but your looks made me feel warm inside. You just gave me the feeling that I will click well with you. We were in the same Orientation Group and also in the same class. During the first few days of orientation we had spent together, I was silently observing you.
At first, your pale skin and the sight of you constantly playing with your handkerchief made me think that you were a pampered kid. Always, you were playing with that handkerchief of yours and carried your orange transparent bottle around with you. You didn’t mingle much with the guys in the group. This spoiled my first impression of you. Never had I like pampered kids and you just seemed like a mummy’s boy to me. Then, I was like “Oh my god, this pampered kid will be in my class.” Then, along the way I got to talk to you more and you seemed not bad a person despite being a mummy’s boy. On the last day of orientation, I discovered that you could dance and managed to witness your awesome dance moves thanks to the rain. At that moment, I was mesmerised by you. My impression of you started to change for the better.
Then, school started and along with all the 1 hour breaks we had thanks to Chinese lessons, I understood you more. My bad first impression of you was totally reversed. I realised that you were a complete opposite of what I thought you seemed like at first. Slowly, I realised myself being happy when you’re around and when we get to be in the same group for discussions. Then, I wondered if I love you. I had never fallen in love before. I didn’t know what it’s like to be in love. I was in a state of dilemma for quite of couple of weeks. Unknowingly, I started to think of you more and more.
Eventually, I realised that this is love. Often, I would take quick glances of you during lessons and lectures. I would try to sit near you during lessons and lectures in hope of striking a conversation with you. Perhaps, this is love. Somehow, I just fell for you.
As I see you every day in school, I have the urge to tell you how I feel but I just can’t. I know that my love will never be reciprocated. You once said that you didn't broke up with your girlfriend because you don't love her anymore. I know that she’s still in your heart and I’ll never have a spot in there. Moreover, you are so charming and talented and I am just merely an ugly duckling with no talents. I guess, I will just love you silently from the sidelines. I know that it will be tough for me, to love you one-sidedly, but then I am willing to suffer for you. At least, I can still talk to you casually if I don’t confess to you. At least, there’s a chance of us becoming close friends if my feelings for you aren’t made known.
