Chapter 18

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The last few weeks were getting better,the main struggle was trying to remember.I kept trying and trying but nothing would ever come to mind.Me and Beau?Thats another story,it's like there is a brick wall in the way and I cant break it down.I can't accept him back,not yet at least...my bump is begginging to get quite visible,me and James think it is going to be a boy but the rest think it is going to be a girl.
"Where's Beau?" I asked as I went and sat next to Luke on the sofa.
"Don't no I haven't seen him" He said and everyone else shrugged.
"So it's nearly 10pm and no one has seen him all day?" Me and Beau haven't been avoiding each other we just haven't really spoke,we would have the odd conversation and we would often have a stare out but not realise it.
"Yeah now you say that..." Skip said I got up and grabbed my phone from the kitchen ringing him...no answer.Soon Luke and James entered the kitchen and sat on the bar stools,whilst I rung and rung tapping my foot on the floor stressing.
"He's not answering!!" I shouted chucking my phone back down,more violent than I intended to..
"Mi calm down his phone might have died and or something" James said.
"Yeah or he could be lying in a ditch somewhere,or in a hospital bed!" I shouted going upstairs.I decided to leave it,what could I do...the fat pregnant lady on the look out?All the bad thoughts rushed to my head as I let a few tears escape,that then turned into hysterical crying and that's when I fell asleep in the puddle of tears on my pillow.

Beau's POV:
I peeled myself of my bed jumping in the warm shower letting the water run down my body.I got changed and went downstairs putting my phone on charge and grabbing a protein shake out the fridge,Heading back up the stairs to grab my bags.I stopped before walking out of the front door looking round the house of all my memories good and bad.I stepped out locking it,making my way to the airport.I guess you could call it running away,but I was escaping the childish way out,I was going to Cali.

Miley's POV:
I woke up to light whispering.
"Should we tell her now or wait until she wakes up?"
"No don't wake her up,I heard her crying last night,she obviously isn't doing well just leave it." I think that was Skip?
I sat up and grabbed my phone checking the time,it was only 9 I got up and went to my bathroom washing my face,looking at my reflection.I didn't see the normal happy me,I saw a upset lost pregnant Miley.I went downstairs and went to the kitchen grabbing a banana,peeling it whilst sitting down on my phone.After I'd finished it I got up and put the peel in the bin,walking out bumping into someone.i looked up and saw Jai..
"Hey Miley how are you doing?" He asked scratching the back of his neck.Why was he nervous?
"Good" I asked shrugging and saying a quick bye,going to the games room where all the boys were.I sat down on the bean bag as they all looked at me and smiled nervously?
"Right spill what's going on?" I asked sitting up and locking my phone.
"What haha what are you talking about?" Luke asked.
"I'm not stupid!!" I said starting to get annoyed now.
"Guys lets just tell her...Mi Beau...he has gone" Skips said.Gone?
"What do you mean he has gone?" I asked listening more.
"A-ll his stuff has gone out off his room and he still isn't here..piece it together..he has run away" James said sympathetically, I ran up the stairs and went to the spare room he was staying in..empty.
"Fuck!!" I screamed sliding down the wall,I pulled at my hair as I sobbed to myself.
"Miley" Skip said as he ran up and sat next to me dragging me into a hug,I pushed him away shaking my head.
"Go away I can't do this!!He said he will be there he said,he wants to support the baby!!" I shouted getting up and going to my room slamming my door.What am I gonna do now?I went to my bathroom and washed my face off trying to calm myself down,anything to stop this instant pain in my chest.I feel like a child wanting my mum,comfort a cuddle,her to tell me it will all be ok even if it isn't.I can get away to,she doesn't even no about the baby,I wanted to tell her in person anyway it's the perfect chance.I can leave and not tell anyone I can get on a plane and not look back just yet,get away have a break until the baby is due.I can't do that to the boys can I?So much was happening I decided it,I was going to pack my suitcase and have a 2 week break at least just clear my head.
I grabbed my laptop and booked the next flight to Cali...last minute perfect..
I'm leaving at 8am tomorrow to Cali stress free,that what me and the baby need its for the best.
I woke up at 6 and ran to the toilet being sick,great.I finished up and went to sort out my bag,being as quiet as I can so I don't wake the boys up I snuck down the stairs and made a drink and grabbed some cereal quickly.I left the front door looking back,it's not like I'm leaving forever I'll be back.I checked the time and it was 7 I walked to the bus stop and next thing I was on a plane heading to Cali.
"Excuse me ma'am it's time to wake up" someone was shaking me awake I opened my eyes and saw a stewardess looking down at me I thanked her and got up grabbing my bag and walking off the plane.I walked off letting the fresh Cali air hit my skin,I smiled knowing I was going to see My mum and Sky I missed them so much,I never see them as much as we planned to when they said they were moving away.I called a cab and waited outside for it to arrive,putting a oversized hoodie on to hide my bump so that when I got there they wouldn't notice until I told them.I hadn't actually told them that I was coming yet I wanted to surprise them,of course they no about the accident but they couldn't get a quick enough flight to come over,but I had everyone else around me anyway.I got in the cab and took in the roads leading to their house,I payed the driver and walked up the drive knocking on the door.It swung open reveling mum holding Sky on her hip.
"Miley!!" They both screamed in sync I hugged them both,as Sky held out her arms actioning for me to hold her.
"What are you doing here?Come in" Mum said as she took my suitcase in closing the door behind me.Sky got down and ran off somewhere,whilst we went into the kitchen to make a drink and chat.
"Mum I need to tell you all something.." I said as she nodded and called Sky and my dad down.
"Urh the reason I'm here well there is actually two reasons,but I'll tell you the main one first as it kind off connects with why I'm here." I said laughing nervously,they nodded understanding.
"I-m pregnant" I said and let out a breath I didn't no i was holding in.
"Sweetie that is amazing!!" My mum said jumping up in joy hugging me,I smiled and hugged her back.My dad joined the hug and congratulated me.
"Yay!" Sky shouted smiling at me I smiled back and she went to play with her dolls again leaving us to talk.
"So why are you here then is everything ok?" Mum asked worried I sat down opposite her and started explaining everything about Beau leaving and me just wanting a break.After talking for about an hour she went to meet some friends,dropping Sky off at a play date thing.Leaving me alone with my thoughts,and my phone being spammed with calls and texts from James,Jai,Luke and Daniel...

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