LOVE DIARY; LH

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(SORRY THIS CHAPTER MAY BE SHITTY - LEAH)

(songs to listen to: Black eyes - Radical face, the kiss - karmina, Black flies - Ben Howard)

LUKES POV

Carmen led me down the staircase, holding my hand as our footsteps echoed through the house. The car keys dangling in her hands as we snuck out to the car.

I was about to sit in the front seat when she walked infront of me and sat down, I guess I'll go with it... I'm supposed to be in charge though. I walked around to the other side of the car and buckled up.

"Where are we going?" I asked as her eyes widened, a sparkle touching the dark blue color.

"To have fun." She whispered as she backed out of the driveway and sped down the road, blaring her favorite bands which I wasn't that familiar with, but she was happy so I was too.

"But wait, we just had sex? Why are we going to a club?" I asked as she rolled her eyes.

"Hey keep your eyes on the road I payed good money for this." I quietly snapped.

"Are you kidding me luke? You're only 19 (I think yikes idk sry - leah) You should at least try and live your life, if sex is all you want from me, you may as well leave me now."

NARRATORS POV

and with that, his whole perspective changed.

LUKES POV

After that it was silent for a while, Carmen slowed down the speed a little bit. She grew quiet after that, and so did I. I don't understand how that even makes any sense because I literally have her specifically for sex! And she has such a good body I don't know how I could resist.

I got out of the car and slammed my door, jogging towards her. "We are from two different worlds luke! I don't like how you just came and took away my everything and you're so stubborn! God you drive me insane, just leave me alone."

"Haven't you ever heard the saying, different worlds collide?"
And with that I placed my lips on hers, holding her chin in my hands.

She pushed me off.
"No Luke, stop it. Kissing me isn't going to make it any better, neither is fucking or arguing. Besides we both know if we date, everyone including us would know it's wrong. You should just stay away from me." She stared at me, anger fuming her face as she boomed, but all I could focus on was her dark blue eyes that had storming emotions. And I realize, I cannot stay away from this girl, she is my addiction. She's worse than sex, worse than alcohol, she is love and love is the worst sickness of them all, and that's what I had for her. LOVE.