heartache doesn't last forever (one direction//emblem 3 fanfic) *ON HOLD*

chapter 4;;refusing and surprise

*at home*

*fizz'sPOV

"ok, young ones, i bet you all are wondering why you are here" sanna said in a deep formal voice. i snickered at her young ones remark, we are all 3 years older than her, we are 18 and shes 16, shes just smart enough to go to uni

"as you know, i have a slight addiction to a certain british-irish boyband and i have recently purchased something-" she said in her stupid posh voice

"SANNA, JUST TELL US!!" I shouted, clearly annoyed at her attempt to stall us

"finee....... I GOT ONE DIRECTION TICKETS!!!! AHHHHHH!!!! FRONT FRIGGIN ROW!!!TOMMOROW!" she squeeled, jumping up and down

"WHAT!?!?!?" me and  deema shouted angrily- wait what? why would deema be annoyed to see one direction, i had my own reason to hate one direction, me and zayn still hadnt said a word to eachother since the outburst about maisie before he left to go to bootcamp, he kept trying to talk to me but every single time i would refuse. even though i hated his guts, i was still in love with him, i dont even know if that's possible but its how i feel

i remembered this as if it was yesterday, he hurt me. a lot and i wasnt ready to see him....

"SANNA! why would you do this?? i cant believe you, you kno-" i cut myself off before i told them my biggest secret ever, i love them but they cant ever know, they might use me just to meet him, even though i know they would never do that to me but there is that small part of me that tells me not to trust them, i ignore it because i trust them with everything but not this

"i know what?" sanna questioned with an raised eyebrow

"umm.. you know i.. hate one direction?" i replied, nearly questioning my own answer

" acctually no i dont know that" she said and crossed her arms

" well, i do" i said "um whats wrong with deema?" i said trying to change the subject, but there is something wrong with deema, shes got her head in her hands and she's rocking herself back and forth

"what? um... nothing, im just tired, leave it out, im ok" she babbled, shes the worst liar ever but i decided to leave it.

 i dont know whats wrong but i was going to forget it because im too worked up too question anything

deema's POV

after we heard what sanna said, i nearly collapsed right there but i sat down amd put my head in my head  to help myself get around what sanna just said

i was so engrossed into my thoughts that i almost didnt hear mari say "um whats wrong with deema?"

"what? um... nothing, im just tired, leave it out, im ok" i spoke quickly, i mentally facepalmed myself. wow, real smooth

no..... what if louis see's me? sanna did get front row seats anyway, so there is a big chance he'll see me. who am i kidding? he clearly doesnt want anything to do with me anymore, he probably forgot what i look like anyway

i calmed down a bit as i reassured myself that he forgot me completely. i was very tired so i decided to sleep on my thoughts

"um, im going to sleep now" i added with a fake yawn. i quickly ran upstairs into my small room and locked the door. i cried and cried until i fell asleep

sanna's POV

what did i do?

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long chappieee

next 1 is them getting ready for the concertttt

 its up tommorow cos im tiredd