Touring With 5 Seconds of Summer

2 Weeks Later

We're getting close to the end of the tour and every day my heart begins to break. I just can't stop thinking of what will happen after this tour. If we'll all stay with everyone or if we'll all break up cause we can't take it. We have at least 5 more shows now and I'm sad. The past 2 weeks have been a blast. Ashtonwe  keeps showing me how beautiful and wonderful I am. Same with Chloee,Michael,Allie,Luke,Anna,and Calum. They just love us so much and they know how to express it. The 4 shows that we did well yall know I sang 2 songs. Then Allie sang 2 songs in the next one. Anna sang the 2 songs and then Chloee sang the 2 songs. Each last 4 shows they sang. I'm so happy for all of us because we usually don't have the guts to get on the stage like that and sing but we did it. Tonight we're playing in Tampa,Fl. I just wish I could see my grandparents because they live there but we don't have enough time to stop by and see them. I've been texting my dad and talking to him. He's been really happy that I've been able to have this experience and he wasn't upset when I told him that me and Ashton were dating. He was actually pretty shocked and he told me not to cry when they had to leave. He's been really supportive of this and he likes Ashton.

At the show........Once we arrived at the show I called my grandmother who lives there and told her where I was. She screamed in excitement and asked,"Where are you?? I want to see you". I told her,"I want to see you to but I can't. I'm touring with my favorite band right now. I already asked them and they said I couldn't". Before she could reply some one tapped me and when I turned around I saw my grandmother and Ashton standing there. I went and quickly hugged her and said,"How did you get here"? She said,"Well Ashton here got my number from your phone and called me and well got me here". I quickly looked at Ashton and said,"Aww Ashton". My grandmother said,"So aren't you gonna tell who is this Ashton right here"? I said,"Well Ashton's my boyfriend and he's in this band. Oh and you get to sit in the front row and watch a surprise today". Mr.John came in and said,"Alright boys show time. Ms.Paula I will escort you to you're seat". I hugged my grandmother goodbye and she went out to her seats. The boys started playing and everyone went crazy. They sang the 2 songs and then they announced me,Chloee,Allie,and Anna to the stage. Once we got up there we started singing Don't Stop:
You're like perfection. Some kind of holiday. You got me thinking that we could run away. You want I'll take you there you tell me when where. Ohh ohh. But then I asked for your number said you don't have a phone. It's getting let now I gotta let you know that everybody  wants to take you home tonight but I'm gonna find away to make you mine. Don't stop doing what your doing.
Then on with the song and we started singing Voodoo Doll. Once we were done everyone was cheering even louder than we did single singing. After the show my grandmother ran back there and hugged me,"Oh that was so beautiful. I loved that surprise". "YAY," I loudly yelled. She gave me a sad face and said,"I gotta go baby. In gonna miss you so much. Yall have a safe trip". I sighed and said,"Okay I'm gonna miss you to. Bye I love you". She hugged me then left. Ashton came beside me and hugged me from aside. I turned and started to cry into his shoulder. He started rubbing my head saying,"Its okay Its okay". Everyone then came over and started hugging me around Ashton. We then went and got back on the bus. I was tired so I went,grabbed my pajamas,and went to the bathroom. Ashton soon followed and came in. He came over to me and hugged me and said,"Are you okay baby"? I said,"Yeah I guess. I just don't get to see my grandparents that live down here very much. At least I got to see her. I wanted to see my grandfather to but I guess he had to work". He soon relied,"It's alright," then kissed me. I kissed him back and he took off my shirt. I took off his then stopped kissing him. I opened the door and playfully pushed him out and said,"Bye Ashton". He gave me a sad look and I closed the door. When I got out Allie and Luke were making out on the couch. Chloee and Michael were making out in Michael's bunk. Anna and Calum were playfully kissing in Calum's bunk. I looked over to Ashton and he was waving at me to come over there. I went over there. I went over and hopped on top of him. He started kissing me and I started kissing him back. I soon fell asleep on top of him.