Guts over Fear. (Dark Louis)

Chapter One

"Come on, please Mazzy?" Ryder begged. Ryder, my best friend since kindergarten, has turned into a partier. I smirked, knowing the exact reason she was asking me to go to this party.

"Thats a big fuck no, Ry. I'm not going to this party to drive you and Harry home when you're both drunk off your asses in the backseat and you're trying to get him up so you can fuck him. I've done that," I stop counting on my fingers, "one, two, three, seven times too many."

"It only happened once!" She yelled, throwing her hands up. I point my index finger at her saying, "Seven times."

"I didn't even get him up." She sighed, pouting.

I looked at her laughing, "Thank God."

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"I hate you."

"No you don't."

"I really hate you."

"I know you don't hate me."

"You know wrong, pull the fucking car over now, Mazzy."

I pulled my car over on the side of the road, turning to her waiting for her to get out of my car. "Jeez, Maz, I was kidding, you know I love you, just please come to this party, Liam is gonna be there. He asks about you all the time, plus, you told me it was the best night of your entire life." I cringe, remembering the night I lost my virginity.

"Yeah, exactly. Now I'm really not going." I said, looking both directions and pulling my car back out onto the road. "Maz, how could it be the best night of your life, but you don't wanna see him again?" She asked with a questioning look on her face.

I sighed, knowing in my head that it wasn't the best night of my life. Although, I could never tell her that because she would tell Harry who would then tell Liam, who would then tell everyone how bad I was in bed, knowing damn well it was my first time, and then I'd never have a boyfriend, let alone the chance of getting a boyfriend because who wants to be with a girl who sucks in bed? Nobody thats who. Besides, as it is, everyone thinks Ryder and I are in a relationship because of how close we are. Nobody knows about her and Harry because well, he's not loyal and he goes to a different school. Harry and Ryder have some sort of weird open relationship, where if I tell her that Harry's cheating she doesn't really care but if she catches him in the act she is pissed about it. Same goes for Harry, if he finds out from his best friend, Louis who I am yet to meet, but want to oh so badly, he doesn't really care but if he catches her in the act he gets really pissed and all butthurt. I really hate relationships and they confuse me, but their relationship just messes with my head.

"Hello, Maz?" Ryder said snapping her fingers in front of my face.

"What?" I ask looking at her.

"Not trying to get in your head, and I'm here minding my business so I'm not gonna ask why you said Louis' name, but you did pass the road we needed to turn on about five minutes ago and so now were in the middle of nowhere, and wether you go or not, Louis is also gonna be there, is about as relevant as the letter K in Knife because I honestly don't care anymore, Louis doesn't drink so he can bring us home, but I do have to be ready by five o'clock, it being four now, and we're lost. Wether you want to admit it or not, we are. And I really need to get ready, and I have to do my ma-"

I interrupted Ryder, "I know exactly where we are, we have to turn on Ash road, and then turn back out onto Main Street, then we will turn onto State Road and our house is exactly three doors down." I said turning my car into a driveway and honking the horn.

"Uh, Maz, not to be a burden again, but what are you doing?" She asked me, sitting in the edge of her seat.

"I'm picking up Marcel. You know Marcel? He's the one that started telling everyone that you and I were dating because he had a crush on this one guy, but the guy thought I was dating Marcel so now him and the guy are dating, and its been like sixth months." I said looking at the door still not open and honking three times in a row.