~Ride the sky~

Why me?

So! In case you didn't already notice my name is Nevaeh yes, Nevaeh,like heaven spell backwards apparently it's really bad that my name is heaven backwards. all the kids in my school tease me about it I don't know.I like my name but I guess other people don't and they say things like "your name is heaven spelled backwards so that's where you should be" which I don't mind but it gets a little annoying after hearing it every day I am in eighth grade I live in Canada and I'm not so good at school but it wasn't bad Bad until people started teasing me which I didn't mind but then it got worse and people
would tease me about my name,and the birthmark on my cheek and they would say that I'm ugly! When it started to get worse I didn't believe them I still don't believe a word they say and I've told numerous of my teachers and they don't tell me anything they don't say anything that I can do to fix my people problems.I've gone to the principal and I've seen a guidance counselor they just don't know how to help me so I only have one friend her name is Savannah she rides horses and she likes to help me with my problems we also do gymnastics together she's really good and not too good I'm not the skinniest person in the world so no one can really help me with any of the skills that I try to do. Savanna is the lightest thing on earth we are both the same age where the same grade and yet I can still pick her up and put on my shoulders that's why she's so good at gymnastics anyone can help her she's also gone to her teachers to try and fix my problem with people. In our free time me and Savannah volunteer at a horse barn Savannah has her own horse named Kokomo who she shows every summer.  I love riding Kokomo and I long for my own horse but my parents say that I can only lease. Which I'm not happy about my parents say that when I find the right horse I'll be able to lease and then maybe owner later on but I don't know if the right horse will ever come along or if I will keep riding I don't know what to do with my life anymore because school has become so hard for me with everyone teasing me I'll have to see what to do.
AN:
I understand that this is boring and sloppy but I just wanted to get a first chapter out there I will be updating this book once or twice a week I will have
around 30 to 40 chapters I think there'll be a lot of poltholes so bear with me and if you have any ideas message me ~xx