So
My parents won't let me change my birthday present from pax east to pax south
Even though my gift was to meet Graser
And
He's supposedly not going to pax east this year
It's all because
JANUARY IS UNDOABLE BECAUSE WE WOULD HAVE JUST GOT BACK FROM CANADA
URGH
Do they not understand that this is making me cry
Every
Single
Day?
This is going to ruin me.
I HATE BOSTON NOW AND I DON'T WANT TO GO CAUSE IF I GO I WILL JUST BE MISERABLE AND DEPRESSED AND MY MOTHER WILL PROBABLY GET MAD AT ME FOR NOT BEING HAPPY
IM SERIOUSLY CRYING
STILL
I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT IT
NO
ONE
UNDERSTANDS
