hi...
i dont know whats motivated me to write a simple msg for you.
its because i cant express my feelings well.
hope this time you will keep on reading this part of a real story of mine.
throughout the days, nights or even a minute of time.
i cant forget to say " thanks Allah for giving me a special person.."
yes special cuz your the one im looking for.
i search for how many years.
then you came along to my life.
to change everything..
and i sincerely appreciate all your words.
some told me... "why what he have that others dont have.?"
a question that only my heart can answer it.
for just a month of being a close special person of mine.
you occupied the biggest part of my heart together with the sweet words that you had say.
yes..
its all recent in my mind for what was our conversation.
sweet and real for me.
sometimes i keep on thinking.
someday i will see you personally.
that before i die. i can lean in your shoulder.
hug u tightly.
in a beautiful river of swat valley. which i want to be with you.
even in a single moment of time.
just to say "thank you for everything. you mean so much to me. ill bring all our memories till i come to the said paradise. no one else man in my life but only you."
nonsense...
as what you say but not for me. cuz my day its not really completed without you.
im trying to forget you but i cant.
trying to leave you but i cant.
specially when you told me that you get to marry.
same name i have.
this was the dull moments of my life. the most painful time.
i cant forget the exact date of Augost 24 at 11:00am in my time.
i keep on asking myself. "why i might get so hurt if i always know that you cant be mine."
simply because i love you.
a simple words but have a deep meaning for me.
since then..
one of my best dream was gone.
it could not happen i know.
one thing i want before i leave.
plz stay the same person ive known you from the start. stay on my favorite friendlist.
i do keep on telling you that i will always love you till death do us part.
note:always keeps on praying.
hello co-writers... stay sweet.
thanks anyway..
Ayaz, true love never dies..
