Upside Down♛Muke

Maybe they are better without Luke

* we went to our house and Ashton felt asleep, me and Mikey got to bed and watch some YouTube videos and Calum went to eat something bc that kid is always hungry idk how we stays so slim still*

Mike- He I think that weeklychris is so funny and his eyes tho...-

Luke- Yas hi seems like a real nice and good looking guy- I smiled  

*we kept watching the videos till Mikey felt asleep*

Luke pov- He's so damn cute...

-I lay next to him that night-

*Next day*

Luke pov- I woke up with that felling that today was going to be so bad and I just wanted to run away, maybe leave the boys for some weeks or something.

Then I got up without waking Mikey up and toke a shower, I hated to look into the mirror but I had no other way bc we have like 6 little mirrors and another big one!

When I got out of the shower the boys were still slipping, I thought of leaving then now , so I did.

I piked my phone and money and I left without them understanding!

I didn't know where to go so I left with nowhere to go!

I went to a hotel not really far just enough for them not to find me.

Receptionist -  Good morning what can I help you with?

Luke- I'm just looking for a bedroom to stay for a week

Receptionist- Sure we only have one room left *she gave me the keys to it*

* I walked by the stairs to the top since it was the last room on the top of everything*

*I got there and opened the door, the room wasn't too big it it was enough for me*

*I lay down in bed and turned down my phone off so nobody could call or text me* 

*The bad thoughts were stronger but at least this time I was alone*

*I went to the bathroom and pick a razor, sat down on the ground and places the razor on my wrist as deep was I could, the blood was ever more red than the last time, the cuts were more and deeper, some more than I stoped and placed some bracelets on both wrists*

Luke pov- I'm feeling so bad that I left them but I can't let them know that I self harm or the I have and eating disorder! They probably didn't miss me so...

Mikey pov- I woke up and Luke wasn't there, I steam as loud as I could and the boys came to my bedroom

Ashton- What's wrong Mike?

Mike- Where's Luke?

(... to be continued )