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PROMT: Someone telling the truth isn't believed + terrible things – Mayday Parade

Aleks slowly walked into the room, all heads turned to stare at him. He quickly cleared his throat ready to break the bad news,

"So guys, I have something I needed to tell you all." He speaks softly and calm.

"Who did you kill now? Kinzie chuckles making the entire group laugh.

"uhm, it's not that "he squeaks.

"Just tell us already "shouted Gat from the back of the room with a beer in hand.

"I have cancer and only a few days to live..."Aleks finally blurts out looking for comfort from his boyfriend Matt who's is sat focused playing his game boy. The entire room goes silent but moments after laughter fills the air. Aleks looks at them all confused on what's happening; this is not how he planned it to go.

"Good one Aleks!" shouts Shaundi, still laughing at the supposed joke.

Aleks sighs. "Matt can I have a word?" He asks pointing his head in the direction of the large door. Matt nods and gets up jogging up to his boyfriend.

"What's up?" Matt asks when they are finally in privacy.

"You do know I'm not joking right? Matt I need you to know, I love you with all my heart, and I know you think I'm joking or drugged up but Matt, I need you to understand this is real. I know I shouldn't say this but you were the best thing that ever happened to me and when I'm gone I want you to still live your life. Please don't sit here waiting for me to come back because I aren't. I'm sick Matt I'm dead meat any day now. I want you to know every time you thought I was mad at you I wasn't. Hell! Even NyteBlayde is kind of great but that is not the point. Matt I love you, I'm only telling you this because life can do terrible things."

Aleks glimpsed at Matt to see him smiling.

"Jesus Christ Boss! You must have had one crazy night to be spurting all this specially the bit about NyteBlayde!!. I think you need to go bed" Matt announced. Aleks tried to protest but Matt was having none of it. When they finally got Aleks to bed. Matt kissed his forehead whispering "good night, I'll see you tomorrow."

Aleks laid there frustrated that nobody believed him. He was going to die alone. His worst fear was dying alone, he chuckled. ; Of course that's how he would go he thought.

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Matt never did see him tomorrow or the day after that.

They all sat in the same pen house but no laughter anymore just silence. Matt sighed going to pick up another drink when Johnny snatched it out of his hands. "Kiddo, there's no point drinking away the pain it aren't going to work. This is the second person that I love to die, and it never gets easier. But if there is one thing Aleks taught me, it would be that there's not point wasting your life, you need to go out there and live it Matt you are still young, there's so much to experience yet.

Matt smiled sadly. "You are not the first person to tell me that, he told me he wanted me to live my life but I can't do it without him. He was my everything Gat. He took my heart and soul with him the second he died. You know something Gat? He fucking told me he loved me and I didn't even say it back. I love him so much but he doesn't know that. He left this world thinking I didn't care."

Johnny grabbed the kid's arms before he could start throwing fists. "Matt, trust me he knows. He knew all along how much you loved him. He died peacefully, none of this is your fault. Life can do terrible things but you will learn to deal with them. Missing someone gets easier every day. Yeah, you will have bad days where all you can think about is him and how he's gone ,but he's in a good place now. Knowing Aleks he is probably causing havoc in heaven right now shooting as many god damn people he pleases...Actually scrap that, he's probably parting in hell waiting for us. Matt one day we will join him but are fate has not come yet." Johnny chuckled just thinking about Aleks partying in hell, probably with loads of hot demon chicks. Damn knowing him he's probably already taken over and already king of hell knowing that crazy bastard.

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Matt dies in a shootout between the saints and some other crazy alien species who came to fuck up earth. Johnny was right, it did get easier. After a while Matt decided it was best to fuck up the galaxy for Aleks. Johnny was right beside him as causing causticness was always Aleks favourite thing to do and Johnny was all for taking out anger by killing alien fuckers.

When Matt finally woke up, he felt no pain from the bullet wound. He looked around to see all white walls. Fuck did I really make it to heaven Matt thought. He slowly got up stretching his limbs while he walked towards the white door. When he opened the door he saw the exact opposite to what he said. Hell, red flaming stripper bars and liquor stores was the first things he saw. He looked closer at the stripper club to see a familiar name for the club. 'NyteBlaydes Nightmare' was written in blue font sparkling with a tint of red with sparkling horns onto of the nightmare part. Matt grinned knowing exactly who did this. Suddenly, before Matt could even think he was sprinting towards to club smiling ear to ear.

Inside there was thousands of stripper poles with men and women all naked but with horns and little devil tails. Of course Matt thought, he had to have male strippers too. He walked towards the bar where a man stood in a black suit with the same sparkling horns everyone else had on serving drinks. But that was not who Matt was interested in, Matt was staring at the figure sat at the bar, an empty seat next to him. He studied the man from afar. The man had neon green hair with full white eyes which gave off a sinister look. A permanent smirk was raised on his face and of course he had his signature bandage on his nose from the time Matt hit him accidentally with a baseball bat nearly killing him, thankfully he didn't die but he did end up with a fucked up nose. That is why my friends Matt doesn't do sport.He was not wearing suit like the rest of the people in this club, he was wearing his oversized Stilwater hoodie and cargo grey shorts that he wore even the winter when he freezing his ass off. Matt remembered the time he was shivering but refusing to change his shorts because he was stubborn. By the end of the night Matt had somehow fit him into some on his skinny's which were way too tight on Aleks meaning they didn't stay on from the sexual tension. Matt giggles at the thought of that night, it was such a long time ago now.

Matt walks up to the empty seat,sits down and speaks "Can I buy two drinks please." Getting the attention of the bartender and Aleks beside him. Matt sees Aleks grin slowly plaster across his face. "nice to meet you I'm Aleks, do you come here often?" He asks to Matt in a deep voice which was not his own,while turning his seat so he directly looking at Matt.

"No I'm new here, I'm Matt nice to meet you too" Matt says giggling at the idiocy of this conversation. He hoped Aleks had not forgotten the times they have had together. Aleks leans close to Matt pulling him into a long kiss. "I've missed you" he whispers as they pull away.

Matt chuckles. "I've missed you too boss, did I ever mention how much I love you?"

"You have mentioned that in many different ways Matt, and I think it's time we showed how much we love each other again." Aleks says his voice squeaking at the end, getting up from his chair leaning his hand out to Matt.

Matt chuckles and takes his hand. Man was he glad to be back by his side.

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