Blood inside my pen (a mindless behavior story)

Chapter- 6

I didn't go to testify because I was to scared, she had the ability to kill her own brother so why wouldn't she have the ability to kill me. I guess things are over between us I mean I think she got 11 years so I'm not going to see her for long. But she was my first love.... How can I forget her?

*end of pov-*

Back to laheisha now she's 3 months pregnant and in jail sadly. She didn't find who the father is even though its most likely Craig.

I drift off to sleep in my prison bed and I dream, but not just a regular dream naww I dreamt about chers something that I've never did before. He's trying to compromise with me telling me why this all happened in the first place. He said " when mom died I was only 14 confused in this thing we call life... Attracted to my 12 year old sister the thought was disgusting but that didn't stop me". " I didn't get the guts to act on those feelings untill you were living in my own house 16 and beautiful so when I found you and that nappy- headed nigga fucking I was so angry that you would actually do something like that to me.... So I thought I should claim whats mine but that didn't turn out so well I'm sorry I had to die this way and I'm the reason your in this shithole in the first place I am deeply sorry lakeisha" I wake up from the dream still worrying were these things true or were they just my dreams trying to make me feel better. I don't know but if this was really Chers's sprit I feel that I shouldn't have killed him naww I went to far. Now because of my actions I'm going to cause damage to my own child, I'm having a child in jail and plus she's growing up without a father. What can I do now? Reopen the case well maybe I will and get out of this shithole jail. But maybe I'll get to know my own child first and see if she's a cold hearted killer like me if she deserters to stay in a place like this.

---- 6 months later --------

I had daughter I named her nevaeh which is heaven backwards August. I think she looks most similar to ray but I'm not that sure about it. I guess we're gonna stay here untill she gets a little bigger ,maybe 3 months then maybe i'll reopen the case claim self- defense and get out of this shithole. And no I'm not deciding to give her up for adoption.... No I would never do that.... Nerveah must stay with her biological mother and find out what real life is. I get a visitor ... And I wonder who it is. Craig DAFUQQ I haven't seen him in months what does he want now.

Craig- (sarcastically) nice to see you

Lakeisha- look Craig, what do you want

Craig- I want my child and yeah I knew you were pregnant and didn't want to tell me.

Lakeisha- oh oh now you talkin bout kids but you wasn't thinking that when you fucked my best friend (read that in r Kelly's voice)

Craig- aye girl listen bitch you beta not get loud in here ion give a fuck if about all these fucking guards I will fuck you up in here.

Lakeisha pov

Really my nigga really? You talkin to me like that and talkin bout my daughter. Nigga hope it aint yours either.

*end of pov*

Craig- bitch I am talking to you what's her name

Lakeisha- umm erm neveAh it's heaven backwards

Craig- I bet she's an angel isn't she

Craig pov

I've always tried to be nice to her but sometimes i just snap on her. I mean I do love her but its just that she left me for that gay ass nigga and guess what he told on her ass now what! I bet she comes back to daddy now!!!

Craig- *puts hand on her face* now you know I love you

Lakeisha- yeah I know but why do you hurt me and talk to me like that

Craig- cuz you know I got short temper... And I can see you do too killing niggas and shit

Lakeisha pov

Now how does he know all of this. Ray bitch ass probably told him. His mouth bigger then his dick!! Why did Craig bring this up does things he know why I actually killed him?

Lakeisha- Craig I've got to get outta here

Craig- DAFUQQ you want me to do break you outta this montha fucka!!!

Lakeisha- no I'm reopening my case and I'll claim self- defense but I need you to get me a lawyer so we can both get neveAh out of here and leave New York ASAP.

Craig- umm ok I'll call a lawyer tomorrow and we will get this all solved.