bullied [g.d]

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home. my family was always away. they always had work, they always had more important things to do. sometimes, i think they've forgotten they have a daughter. my mum worked for some big company and my father worked as a debater so he had to travel to be in some interviews and debaters stuff.

school. it was hell. some others call it hell from too much homework or the longs ass hours from being in the building. but my type of hell was the worst. scars and bruises daily and verbal assaults weren't every average fifteen year old lives but it was mine and i hated it.

Grayson. the one who caused it at the start. we had been best friends since I can even remember but I can't remember where I had gone wrong. Where I hurt him as badly as he did to me.

I remember him first hurting me. it was a Tuesday and my second day of high school. I brought my books and bags out the locker and Grayson came over. I didn't see him for a long time and was shocked when he shoved me against the locker.

'don't think that we're friends alright? I've hated you ever since I first laid my eyes on you. I only pretended to be your friend because you were lonely and I took pity. Go and get your life sorted out loser'

He held a tight grip on my hip so I couldn't move, he tightened it and a winced at the pain. Finally, he let me go and walked away. Everyone looked at me but my two friends came to help me, Ronny and Tom. Yes they are boys but I'd much rather have a sense of humour over makeup and judging each other.

'Are you okay? that twat has some nerve. I'll punch his face in for you.' Ronny laughed but Tom looked serious about what he said. I laughed along with Ronny besides, Grayson was captain of the football team and Tom was one of the players but student vs teacher? I don't think so. However, deep down I felt some sort of worry and confusion about what that was about. I walked with my friends to English, thinking about why Grayson did what he did. What did I do? Did I hurt him? Maybe he likes me and boys always play fight with their crush but I don't think Grayson understood the meaning since that wasn't playing or a fight. Did I eat his last fry? I would be mad. I -

'YOO HOO EARTH TO TERRY. ARE YOU THERE REPEAT ARE YOU THERE?' Ronny waved his hand in my face and I looked like a deer in headlights. I jumped back a little wondering if I had been attacked again.

we all laughed it off.

'What are you laughing about?' said someone stood behind me.