My brothers bestfriend (A.M fanfiction) [EDITING]

Chapter 42

"Sometimes you need to sacrifice something/someone that matters to you to offer something that matters more to someone else"-:

Taylor's POV:

"I'm still going to marry you I just want to hold it off for a while..."

Taylor pov:

"Y-you don't have to do that" I croaked out finally able to speak up as I watch the two look at me in shock.

"No ...it's okay I have to pay for what I've done to you"
He murmured his was heartbroken it was all written over his face ...especially his eyes.

"No you don't ...I have something I need to tell you both and your not going to like it"

"Eh- wh-what are you talking about Taylor"
Hazel uttered so innocently...you could tell she was exhausted.

A day before the secret was revealed

Flashback: {Taylor's true thoughts are in bold}

10:30 am

"Morning Austin how have you been"

"I've been better I'm exhausted and can't sleep properly this wedding planning is killing me"
He croaked lit whilst rubbing his eyes before yawning seconds later.

"Why don't you take these they help you sleep better and it's normal to feel stressed out ...after all your months away from the big day" I made two drinks one for now which had sleeping tablets in and another for later that will have the fluoxetine tablets in.
I gave him the first cup with the sleeping tablets in which dissolved in the water quickly.

"Thank you ...what would I ever do without you"
He smiled ear to ear showing his perfectly straight white teeth.
He drank it and laid down.
It took a while but he eventually fell asleep.
~

The next day -

I quickly got rid of the normal tablets he takes to control his bipolar and replaced the tablets with the fluoxetine tablets that triggers his bipolar symptoms to worsen.
He drank the second glass of water with the fluoxetine tablets in but I decided to put half of the sleeping tablet in the water also, so when he would wake up the fluoxetine tablets will finally kick in as it takes a while to come into effect.

"Wow those tablets helped so much ...but I feel kinda funny"
He uttered slightly as he wobbled side to side eventually collapsing on his bed.

"Just lie down you won't remember a thing" I said as I kissed his beautiful flawless face as he slowly fell into a deep sleep I tucked us together and placed my hand on his chest remembering the times he would come over and cuddle me making me feel safe.
That was a feeling I would never forget.
A feeling I could never feel with anyone else but him.

7 hours later-

"So erm ... what did you want to speak to me about?"
He yawned as he reorganised his wardrobe.

"I have kept this secret for so long and I wanted to tell you about it before it's to late"
I breathed out heavily looking down at my shoes as I fiddle with my fingers.

"Taylor you can tell me anything"
He smiled widely, this is why I fell for him in high school at the beginning he was so sweet.

"We'll remember that day I came over to Hazel's and I wanted to tell hazel something that I couldn't tell anybody else but her" I muttered before taking a deep breath as I watch him nod his head for me to continue.