A/N: So this isn't a smut because I realized I'd fail at it. I'm working on a fanfic now (it's a Narry) where the prologue will contain smut so you just have to wait for it. Sorry if i make you cry. I cried while writing this! Oh and listen to the song thought it worked for this! Might do a one-shot based on 7 Things by Miley Cyrus... Which bromance would you like, and I'd like requests!
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~Josh's POV~
"Hi it's Niall" Niall's recorded voice said on the voice mail.
"And Josh" my voice was heard cheery.
"We can't answer right now" Niall continued.
"But just leave a mes-" I got interrupted.
"Da da da da da" Niall half sang.
"Niall stop it this is serious" I said "Just leave a message after the signal"
"Bye" we said in unison.
The beep was heard.
"I know it's stupid calling to our phone, but it's the only way I can hear your voice. I want you back, I need you, I can't live without you. Why did you have to leave me? I wish you could come back to me. I know you said I should keep on living for you, but if you're not here to be by my side and live with me I don't want to live. I can't sleep anymore, and I can feel your hand on my shoulder wherever I am, but I can't see you and it's killing me! Baby, please just come back again!" I said through teary eyes.
*Beep*
I let go of my phone and sat down on my knees.
"Why?!" I screamed to no one. I got the closest pillow and threw it away from me. I started to scream and rip the pillow apart. I heard the door open to my apartment and running steps towards the living room, where I currently sat. I felt strong arms wrap around me.
"Just relax Josh" I heard Liam's soft voice whisper in my ear. The tears kept on streaming down my face.
"H-he's gone!" I screamed.
"I know, but that what God wanted, and we can't do anything about it. He takes the most beutiful angels first" He said and stroked my back.
"But it's so unfair; he didn't ever do anything wrong" I whispered. I didn't have the energy to scream anymore.
"I know, but there's nothing we can do anymore" He said softly.
"I should have taken his place, I'm worth it not him" I whispered.
"No, no one should have been in that position. We got one thing proved by all of this" he said.
I looked up at him questionly.
"We know that Niall was and still is a fighter. He might not have survived lungcancer, but that doesn't mean he isn't a fighter. He fought for you! He really fought those last three months, because he had you. He fought and didn't give up until his heart stopped beating, because he had you and wanted to make you as happy as possible" he said.
I curled into a ball and wimpered quietly.
~Two weeks later~
I tried my best to keep a smile on my face for the fans. It wasn't a happy face it was more a small proud smile. There were alot of people crying outside the fences that were put up. Most of them were teenage girls.
I started walking towards the large woodendoors. This is it. This is the last time Niall will be over ground. I went to the front and sat down next to Niall's parents and brother. I looked down at the yellow rose. I then looked up. Everybody else had red roses. The first rose I ever bought Niall was yellow and since then it had been the only colour of roses I bought.
~No one's POV~
Two weeks later Josh left this world. He couldn't be without his Niall. We don't know if he found Niall again or what happened, but one thing that we can be sure of, the pain of this life is gone. They placed his body where it belonged, in the same one as Niall's. He held the yellow rose close to his chest. On the grave stone it said: 'Here lays Niall Horan and his beloved boyfriend Josh Devine. Loved by family, friends and fans. They will be remembered'
