You were mine once

Want what i cant have Chapter 7

I want to scream.
I want to scream I love you.
I want to scream you're everything.
I want to shout with tears falling down my face.
I want to yell at you.
I want to make it so clear in your mind that your always in my mind
But even then would you hear me?
Even if I was right by your ear?
Would you understand?
I miss you.
No words or actions could make you understand that.
I actually try and fight.
I feel like I'm screaming into nothing.
My worst nightmare is you.
My best day dream is you.
You gave up so easily.
You scare me.
You make me feel so much that I haven't felt before.
I can't be happy without you.
I want to be in your thoughts at 3am.
I want my name to be going through you mind when you feel sad.
Cause I am not there.
Because you miss me.
But you are done.
I'm not.
I will never be.
I want you to turn ur head so you hear me.
Hear that I l.o.v.e. you.
Hear that I fucking love you.
Hear that your always running through my thoughts.
I don't want you to be done.
My heart is growing weak.