First thing you should listin to this part of youtube and read my story
One day I woke up in the moring , I was going to school , but it's completely different this day to the rest of the days , I don't know why sometimes i feel like i lost someone in my heart , but it exists in this world , I thought he just illusions , I said to mayself i have to be interested in my studies because it's Ggaduation year
Then
When i came back to the house went up to my room and fell down on my bed because am so tired , and suddenly noticed something on my desk ( papers and one pencil ) and i said to myself that i close my eyes and type something in my heart , and when i opened my eyes i noticed the name i don't know how this happened but he dead in my mind and exists in my heart