Dear No One || l.d.m + e.e

four

"How about we're going to our classes?" Tori says as she grabs her bag from the ground.

"That's a good idea." I agree with her.

Tori opens the door of our dorm room with a smile on her face while I grab my bag from the edge of my bed. I walk behind her out the room and close the door.

We walk downstairs out the building, on our way to the closest bus stop.

It is cold outside. Like always.

I pull my jacket a little closer to me, trying to warm up a little.

Tori is a little bit ahead of me, passing. I understand why, she obviously doesn't want to miss the bus. Just like me, but I thought we went away a bit early, so we can walk relaxed to the bus stop. And plus, the bus stop is'nt even far away from the dorms.

"Do you have an idea what time it is? You don't have to hurry, because we went away early enough." I tell her, but she doesn't look behind her or anything else. Well thanks.

She doesn't even take the time to answer me. Okay then.

Even though I would probably do the same... but still.

We're walking for some minutes till we arrive at the bus stop where we're stepping in the bus.

There are already standing more students waiting on the bus just like us.

I start walking a bit slower and watch Tori running to the crowd and greeting some other girls. Must be her friends. She hugs a shorter girl with long dark hair who is very pretty.

"Jade, hi!" Tori yells happily when she runs into another girl who's just walking to this bus stop. That girl is tanned and has long brown hair. That Jade girl is beautiful. Next to her walks another blondine who must be friends with Tori and the other two girls too.

And at moments like this, I feel very lonely.

I look around me and see Tori's boyfriend Jake walking to the bus stop where we're standing.

The smile on Tori's face grows as she notices him and runs towards him. I watch them greeting each other with a huge smile on their faces. Jake kisses Tori on her cheek and hugs her. This is so cute and so sweet.

But somewhere it's hurting me, watching them being so happy together. I want someone to hold me like he holds her. Someone to grab my hand like he does with Tori's hand..

I shouldn't make myself sad like that, why am I jealous? My future someone will be there when the time is bright, so I think I'm able to wait a little longer.

And then the bus drives to the bus stop where it stops so we can walk in.

I pass to the door of the bus, because I want to have a good place for myself.

I step in as one of the first people and walk to the back of the bus, where I'm sitting down on one of the seats.

I take my phone out my bag and unlock it. I look through my apps and decide to play a game on it to kill the time a little.

Before I press on the game, I look up. I don't know for what. Tori and Jake are walking to the back of the bus and sit down on the seats in front of mine. Are they doing that on purpose or did they really not see me sitting here? I have no idea.

Do they want me to get jealous? Because I already am.

They start talking about something, but I don't hear about what because I'm too much focused on the game I'm playing to understand what they're saying.