You want to know why? You want to know why I walk alone? Why I am never first in line? Why I don't talk? Why? I'll tell you. I'll tell you why.
I walk alone becuase I fear I'll just drag someome else behind.
I keep my head down in class becuase I can't look someone in the eyes.
I am never first in line becuase it draws attention to me.
I don't talk in fear of saying the wrong thing.
I don't answer questions because I probably have the wrong answer anyway. What's the worth of me talking?
Why?
I am this way becuase I've been living in the constant fear that I will say the wrong thing, make the wrong move, and I'll mess up. I'll let everyone down, it's something I seem to be good at.
Why? Becuase I'm better off not giving my opinion, not talking, not existing at all. That's why.
