The Textationship

Second chances

I had hoped year 10 would be different it wasn't at all the same liars and manipulating people in my group who were my friends well so I thought, I was so called "speaking" to Amber she was into me exactly the same as she confessed her love on the Thursday 22nd of May 2014 after a hard day of Physical Education chasing each other and jumping through the water sprinklers on the Sports Park I was showing off that day with my abs and took my P.E top while I ran round the track she stared deeply then after that it was lunch we gazed across tables looking into one another's eyes like nothing else mattered anymore smiling. Soon after it was Catering that was my favourite lesson me and her worked next to each other I didn't bring my ingredient so I helped her out we had our fun with flour and making faces in scones those are memories I'll never forget, but that was amazing I felt like I could be with her at last now because we both felt the same about each other apparently things got twisted.

All night we spoke about what would happen between us I enjoyed those moments trying to make our love a secret so nobody else could ruin it for us the less people knew the better, Her family would of been against it due to religious reasons and friends wouldn't of approved even though my family would of adored her just as much as me nothing is meant to last in this case generation. I felt like I could tell my best friend Charlotte and Suzie, she told her friend Laura once that was done a few months after that we started arguing about not being able to be together so I was angry she was upset giving up on what we had so I got comforted by Charlotte in school I didn't go into tutor I couldn't face Amber.

Little did I know Charlotte was going to say I hated Amber when actually all morning I was crying about how I'd pressured her into this too quick so I lost her an I didn't want to, Charlotte spoke to Amber got her to turn against me at lunch so I said the worst thing someone could ever say to someone a death wish "She needs to get cancer and die" that was the moment I'd lost respect from the one person I actually wanted it from and I have up on myself, It was a heated situation that sentence flew off my tongue and created a massive problem with me and Amber all my friends fed it back to her nobody kept it a secret not one person out of all of my friends they reported back to her they couldn't wait to jeopardise my happiness.