A MESSAGE FOR MY FIRST LOVE ( true story)

 

Nabaliw ka na ba??? hindi ung tipong hindi tama yung pagiisip mo aa.

Yung nabaliw sa PAG-IBIG?! Yuck noh! haha. pero ako masasabi ko na...

Isang beses na rin sa buhay ko, masasabi kong nabaliw ako.

 

OO! nakakabaliw yung oras na naramdaman ko yung unang beses na tumibok ng mabilis ang puso ko.

nakakainis, nakakaiyak na nakakatuwa. haha. ganyan ung feeling.

 

second year ako nun...dahil bata pa ko...kung anu ano tuloy pinaggagawa ko nung nainlove ako sa first love ko noon.

sad to say...One sided lang ako nun. wala eh. may mahal syang iba...ang masakit pa noon, kaklase ko lng sila at araw-araw kong nakikita ung sweetness nila. langya ipinamuka pa nila saken!!! >__<

 

bitter ako nun...at dahil bitter ako nagsusulat-sulat ako ng kung anu-ano sa likod ng notebook ko para sa first love ko.

at nung mabasa ko ulit yung mga yun ngayon... masasabi kong baliw ako!!! bat ako nagsulat ng mga ganun!!! hahahah. nakakadiri. pero nakakatuwa rin isipin na pag nainlove ka pala nagiging makata ka...at kung anong ispiritu ang sasapi sayo para makagawa ka ng ganun.

 

haha. pero sa totoo lng ...hindi ko masasabing puppy love lang yun or infatuation...kasi iba talaga e...at talagang Nabaliw ako!

 

minahal ko siya e...at para sa kanya yung message ko na iyon. at gusto ko mabasa niya ito kahit mali mali ang pagkakasulat at grammar nun. at gusto ko rin ishare sa inyo na...

 

Isang beses na rin sa buhay ko na masasabi kong nabaliw ako. :))

 

This is a message for the person, whom I first experience the feeling of falling in love,

And It comes from the bottom of my young heart. :)

 

 

(note: sorry po sa wrong grammar...I'm not good in words.=_____=)

 

 

A MESSAGE FOR MY FIRST LOVE

(Combine songs in one thought)

 

 

            When I first saw you, I didn’t know why my heart beats fast. It’s the moment you stared at me so pretty and sweetly that i felt something deep inside me. And as the days passed, every time you’re going near me...I froze but I didn’t mind it, not until I  find myself always longing for someone then I found out it was YOU! Now, I realize that I've got a crush on you!

            After that I'm starting to drive myself crazy thinking of you then there are times come that I want to see you every minute, every hour and every day.

            You know I have a dream that someday, that there'll be times that it’s just you and me...but I think it will never be. Cause I know somebody owns your heart and wants you while I’m just only here alone and dreaming of you.

            Sometimes I cry silently and hopelessly during the night because I know I will never ever win your LOVE for the reason that you doesn't see me...But, one day I found you and me walking in the rain and I feel the heaven by your side because you treat me like a rose. And under the mistletoe you said that I am the Queen of your heart.

            On that time, we got a little world of our own and our eyes are like the sunrise while we celebrate our love under the bright moon and stars in the sky, with a melody of a lullaby. We take this moment and make it last forever…then we prayed that we’ll stay together. =)

 

            But…why are you suddenly leaving???

            Then I found myself awake…

           

            It’s only a DREAM.

 

            I realize how fool again I am. =(

            Well anyway, I still believe that tomorrow my dream will be true cause every time we meet the picture is complete…and I believe you are the puzzle of my heart. I know, this feeling will stay forever.

 

            Hmm...How can I change the world??? So that I will know how it feels to be loved by you. L

 

            Now, I promise from the bottom of my heart that I’ll take the tears for a moment until I can tell you that I am forever in love with you.

 

            I keep this always in my heart.

 

            I still believe in you.

                                                                                                                       

-Summer

 

Oha…siguro kung nabasa niyo na ung message ko para sa first love ko, sasabihin niyong “ yuck! Ang corny!” at siguro iniisip niyo na ring bat ko ba binasa toh…wala namang sense.

 

Totoo naman e. maski ako ganun din! Haha.

 

Sobrang tawa ko pa nga nung binasa ko ulit toh e…wala lng gusto ko lng xang ishare sa inyo.

Para masabi ko na ring… SA WAKAS MOVE ON NA AKO! Hahaha.

 

Ngayon…iniisip ko panu kaya pag nabasa niya toh???

 

Nabasa ito nung taong yun…

 

Nung first love ko…

 

 

Siguro mas lalo pang nabwisit sakin si first love. Haha. Pero sorry xa…move on na nga ako dba?! XP

 

 kung noon isinusulat ko toh dahil malungkot ako at halos mabaliw baliw ako sa pagmamahal ko sa kanya…

 

Ngayon…itinatype ko na toh kasi sosyal na ko (lol!) at dahil masaya na ko at move on na sa kabaliwan ko sa kanya…

 

Siguro nga siya si first love…pero hindi xa si last love ko! Bwahaha.

(Magsisi ka ngayon!!! Chos.)

 

At ang sulat kong ito para sa una kong pagibig ay simula pa lng ng kwento ng buhay ko. ^__^