The phones ringing ugh. Why does it have to be now its like 2 in the morning. I get up grabbed the phone looked at the caller ID. What the hell. Jay ? What does he want at 2 in the freaking morning.
" hello " I Said tiered
" Sam... I have to tell you something. Ive been holding this inside for way to long and i just need to tell you " He sounded like he was kind of sad
" What Jay ? what could be so important at 2:16 in the morning " I was getting annoyed because he did this before and i wasn't sure if he was playing or not.
" We've been best friends since 2nd grade right? and you know we've done almost everything together. We are inseparable. but there's something that I'm holding inside and i just cant seem to hold this anymore... " he paused. From that I knew he wasn't playing around.
" And what are you hiding excatly " I was kind of confused
" SamanthaJ ... I Love You " He Paused Then said " I just don't love you Sam. I'm In-Love with you "
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Love? Did he just say love ? Omg. This is a joke. No hes not joking hes being serious.
" Sam? Please say something.." he expects me to say it back. What do I say
" Jay? Um im sorry but .. Did you just say love ? " I felt so confused
" Sam. I do love you .. you probably wont ever feel the same but i swear this is not a joke. I really do love you. " He really expects me to say it back
" Um. I do love you. I do love you but I just don't know if i love you in that type of way.." what did i just say ? i just broke my best-friend's heart why am I lying when I know I feel the same
" I know you wont ever feel the same but i just needed to let you know. " He sounded very depressed now
How did he know i didn't feel the same ? what if i did feel the same. wait do I. With his big lips his sexy voice.The way he gets over excited at stupid things. the way that he'll sing over the phone. Sam snap out of it.You sound like a damn creep
" How do you know that I wont ever feel the same huh ? how do you know i don't right now but is just afriad to tell you because I'm scared of your reaction or how much pain i would be in if you didn't feel the same how do you know huh? " uh-oh um Ive said to much
" So wait what you telling me is you do feel the same? " he sounded confused
" i never said that "
" but you implied it "
" I have no idea of what your talking about " Why am i lying why cant i just tell him? Dammit.
" Yeah okay.. Well I just know okay. you wont ever feel the same. Im just your bestfriend. Im not someone you would want a future with " I didnt like the way he said that. I need to tell him before its too late. But i cant. God dammit Its So hard.
"Jay I-" he cut me off. I was gonna tell him I love him
" Stop Sam. Just stop. its okay you want to let me down easy, You just don't know how to. Dont worry. I understand." He sounded like it wasnt a big deal. but i know it was
" Anyway Sam. Its like 2:34 you tiered. go to sleep okay? " he wanted the conversation to end. i guess i should just leave
" Really Jay. Okay what ever. goodnight " Ughh im agravated ....
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Jay's POV.
I Just Hung Up. Why did just hang up. I wanted to hear her voice. why am i so stupid? Wait dose she like me. she implied it when she said : how do you know i don't right now " And the way her voice sounded. she does right? brian quit it she dont feel the same just give up. JADE her name just says it all. ughh why am i so stupid. i should have told her sooner. ughh what ever Ima just go to sleep. i guess....
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Best Friends Turn To Lovers
Teen FictionMy Name is Jade. I have a Bestfriendd. His name is Brian. We've been friends since like forever. We do and did everything together. We are insteprable. Just a few ago my best friend .. He told me hes In-love with me. Now I'm confused. I love him but...