Deep Within Love

Prologue

"Here we have Y/FN with us today to give us insight of what really happened." Giuliana Rancic introduced me with a sympathetic smile. I took a seat on the comfortable yellow couch across from her.

"Hi." I shyly waved to the camera and smiled at the small audience. They cheered loudly which made my smile rise.

"So this is your first interview since the incident, how are you feeling?" She gave me a small smile. I sighed and ran a hand through my hair.

"Honestly it's pretty fricken scary." She furrowed her brows and crossed her legs.

"Why is that?"

"Because I already know the one question you're dying to ask. I know everyone wants to know the answer." I sat upright before glancing at the audience. They were all staring with different emotions. Some were confused while others gave me sympathetic expressions. I sighed before looking directly into Giuliani's eyes.

"So let's cut the crap and get down to the question." She moved her head back in shock. "Go on, ask it." It took her a few seconds to recover but she seemed to recover quickly. Typical. I know she doesn't really care, she just wants to be the one to say 'I'm the one who got the truth out of Y/N!'

She nodded slightly and leaned forward, resting her hands that were holding the cards with the interview question on her lap. I waited patiently for the question that has been thrown at me multiple times.

"Did you really try to attempt suicide?" I watched the words roll off her tongue as if they had been fighting to be released. I couldn't help but notice how excited her voice sounded while asking me the question. I stared at her blankly for a few seconds before glancing at the audience. Instead of giving me different expressions they all looked the same. Expectant and curious.

"No." I simply said before turning to face Giuliana. "I didn't mean for what happened that night to happen." She simply nodded for me to continue. I took a long breath and noticed how dead silent it was. Everyone waiting to hear what had happened.

A small smile formed on my lips when I thought back to when it all began. Before my life had turned for the worst. Before everyone thought I was some celebrity who couldn't handle the fame.