Loving what i cant see

telling my mom

this chapter is dedicated to shami because she loves this book so far and lauren because she was one of my first friends to read it, luv u guys :) 

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as i reached the tree on my road i looked up to the sky and i swear i saw a flying pig. maybe im just tired, i fell to the ground panting. i slumped against the tree and started drinking some water and reading a book on wattpad. this was a lovely moment, just not thinking of anything and looking up at the blue sky on this warm summers day. all ruined by THE Chase Blake running up my road, i had to crouch behind the tree where hopefully he would run past me and thankfully he did. im fed up of all this business i need to tell my mom.

"MUM IM HOME ARE YOU HERE" i shouted, my voice echoing and beaming through the house like a few weeks ago when i was in the cathedral for musician of the year with my friends. "im upstairs sweetie" my mum replied, so i ran upstairs as fast as i could. "mum i need to talk to you really ergently i dont know how else to put this but mum" i started to cry. "your pregnant arent you", my mum guessed. "im sorry i feel like a failure now" i sniffled and went to get a tissue from my bedside cabinet. "i know sweetie im still in shock, im not that all pleased either but its happened now and we cant rewind time, i wish we could but we have to live with the fact that you became pregnant at 16 like i did ok" i nodded and walked into the bathroom to wash my face and put more make up on as my eyes had gone all puffy and red. as i was in the bathroom, i looked in the long Gold mirror which had been passed down from my Grandma to my mum, and i lifted up my top to reveal my stomach. its been a few weeks now since i found out i was pregnant, on the first day of school after the half term aswell. i was deffinetly getting big even yasmin has been noticing and she only sees me wear hoodies, sweat tops and REALLY baggy tops. well like my mom said, i need to get used to the fact that im pregnant. i groaned as i thought that in a few months i will be pushing a freaking baby outta me. and the pain well my mother's told me ALL about it and i dont want to hear anymore about that until it comes.

i have booked an appointment for a baby scan in a few weeks old (when the baby will be here in 8 months basically) so i will hopefully be able to see if its really happening or not. im quite nervous already because i dont know what to expect and other stuff. but i just need to have luck that HOPEFULLY my baby will be as healthy as a rabbit eating carrots.

i've already started to think about names: for a boy; quinton blake or quinton foreman, joseph blake or joseph foreman and for girls; lauren blake or lauren foreman, ellie blake or ellie foreman, jessica blake or jessica foreman. or another name that pops into my head whilst i'm about to go POP!

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please comment down below what yout hink the babies name could be. it could be from up there ^ or one of your own PLEASE comment and like :) 

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